10. A night that owned them

Later that night, after Felix had gone to his room, the dorm was filled with a tense silence. The remaining members gathered in the living room, each carrying the weight of what they had just heard.

Hyunjin was the first to break it. His voice was low, uncertain.

"So... Felix is in love with Jimin hyung. Like, really in love. What does he even mean?"

Changbin frowned, leaning forward on his elbows. "It means trouble. If this ever gets out, it could destroy his career. And ours. You know how fans are."

Seungmin crossed his arms, his sharp gaze narrowing. "The bigger question is... does this mean Felix likes men all these while?"

I.N shifted uncomfortably, his cheeks red. "He said he doesn't know. Just that he loves Jimin hyung."

Bangchan leaned in and said. "I've noticed he likes men for so long".

"Love is love, But still... Jimin? Of all people? He's... huge. BTS is on another level." Lee know muttered, though his voice lacked certainty.

Changbin shook his head. "That's what scares me. It's not just about Felix's feelings. It's about the spotlight. If ARMY finds out, they'll eat him alive. And Felix is too soft hearted for that kind of hate."

Seungmin sighed, his tone cold but honest. "I care about Felix, but obsession isn't love. He said it himself, he can't stop thinking about Jimin. That sounds dangerous."

The room fell into silence again until Chan finally spoke again . His leader's voice was calm, but heavy.

"Look... whatever Felix feels, it's real to him. Whether it's love, obsession, or confusion about who he is, it doesn't matter. I know Felix very well, if he doesn't mean it, he won't say it. What matters now is that we protect him. Because if the industry finds out before he's ready... it'll destroy him."

Hyunjin's eyes softened. "So we keep his secret?"

Chan nodded. "We keep it. Until he chooses otherwise."

The others glanced at each other, unease still lingering, but one thing was certain: Felix had stepped into dangerous territory.

And now, Stray Kids would have to decide how far they'd go to shield him.

The city was alive with neon lights, but the alley Jimin slipped into was silent. His hood was pulled low, his mask hiding most of his face, in a black Benz to pick Felix up

He turned the corner, and there Felix was. Standing nervously by the wall, hood up, hands shoved into his pockets. The sight of him, even in the dark, stole Jimin's breath.

He parked one side

"Lixie..." Jimin whispered, stepping closer.

Felix looked up, his eyes wide, shining in the dim light. The tension in his shoulders melted the moment he saw him. "Hyung."

They didn't hesitate. They crashed into each other, arms locking tight, lips meeting in a desperate kiss. It wasn't sweet this time it was hungry, almost violent, as if they were both starving.

Felix clung to Jimin's coat, his deep voice breaking between kisses. "I missed you." Felix said.

Jimin's hands cupped his face, thumbs brushing his freckles. "Me too,... you know what..I told my members, Lixie. I couldn't hide it anymore. They know. They think I'm obsessed and maybe I am. But I don't care."

Felix froze for a second, pulling back just enough to look into Jimin's eyes. "I told mine too. They asked if I was gay... I didn't even know what to say. I just told them I love you."

Jimin's chest tightened. He kissed him again, slower this time, almost painfully tender. "You're braver than me. You don't even realize it, but you are." Jimin said .

Felix's hands trembled as he touched Jimin's jaw. "Hyung... what if they try to stop us?"

"They can't." Jimin's voice was fierce, almost dark. "No one can. Even if they lock us away, I'll find you. Even if they destroy everything, I'll still love you. You're mine, Felix. Say it."

Felix's breath hitched. His deep voice shook, but it was steady in meaning. "I'm yours, Jimin."

Jimin's lips curved into a broken smile, and he whispered "Good boy."

They kissed again, their bodies pressed against the wall, hidden in shadows. It wasn't just romance anymore it was rebellion, obsession, a dangerous promise written in the dark.

For the first time, both of them knew:

They weren't just in love.

They were at war with the world.

Jimin asked Felix to go home with him but Felix nodded immediately without hesitation.

Jimin open the car door for him and drove him home

Jimin's apartment was quiet, the city noise muffled behind closed curtains. Jimin locked the door, his heart racing. Felix stood just inside, his hood still on, his eyes darting nervously.

But once the lock clicked, the nervousness faded.

They were alone.

Jimin stepped closer, fingers brushing Felix's hood down. "Hey lixie, don't be scared okay," he whispered, relief breaking in his voice.

Felix nodded, his deep voice trembling. "I didn't"

Before another word could fall, Jimin pulled him close, their lips crashing together. The kiss was messy, desperate not the sweet kind of love, but the kind that burned, that consumed. Felix gasped against his mouth, his hands clutching at Jimin's shirt like he was drowning.

Jimin pressed him back onto the bed, hovering above him, eyes dark with need.

"You don't understand what you do to me, Lixie. You drive me insane. I can't even concentrate."

Felix's chest rose and fell rapidly, his freckles glowing under the dim lamp light.

Their mouths met again, slower this time, deeper, like they were pouring everything they couldn't say into the kiss. Hands wandered, exploring, holding, clinging. The air grew heavy, filled with the sound of their breathing, the rustle of sheets.

Jimin's lips brushed Felix's ear, his voice low, dangerous, possessive.

"Can I go beyond this?, I want you."

Felix's voice broke into a whisper. "Jimin,....you don't even have to asked me cuz you own me"

Jimin growled, biting gently at his neck.

Felix gasped, his deep voice trembling. "J..Jimin!"

That one word lit a fire in Jimin's eyes. He kissed Felix harder, claiming every inch of him, their bodies moving together with desperate rhythm. Jimin took his shirt off and took off Felix's dress too, leaving him nakedly, Felix was a bit shy and scared

"Are you scared" Jimin asked. Felix shocked his head and said "No" but deep down Felix was scared.

Jimin leaned down to kiss every inch of his body making Felix to starts shivering with pleasure, Jimin slide in without warning, which caused Felix to scream out loud "Hmmn...H...hyung it..it hurt" Felix said.

jimin looked at his eyes and said "I know it will cuz you're so tight, I'm sorry" he buried his face on Felix's neck and he kept thrusting for like 2minutes but he stopped immediately and slided his thing out, because he can't endure seeing Felix in pain.

"Why did you stop hyung" Felix asked.

Jimin said "Nothing just that you're tearing up and I can't afford seeing you in that kind of situation" Felix opened his mouth to talk but no words come out, instead he clinched on Jimin and held him so tight and make Jimin slide his thing in again, "D...damn jimin.." Felix moaned,

Even though it hurt but Felix keeps enduring it just to make Jimin cum inside him.

Jimin keeps moving his hips and thrusting deep and Felix keeps moaning loud out of pleasure and pains, jimin kissed his lips to help him feel better, yes it was slow and hot,

jimin cummed💦and Felix also did and both breathed heavily, Jimin cares Felix's hair and both of them couldn't stop staring at each other, Jimin leaned down to give Felix a little kiss on his forehead and either of them didn't want to let go.

It wasn't just sex it was obsession, love wrapped in fire and darkness.

Between heated kisses and tangled sheets, Jimin whispered against his lips, "Now You're mine. No one else can have you. Even if the world finds out, even if they try to rip you away, I'll fight. I'll bleed. I'll burn it all down for you."

Felix's eyes watered, his voice shaking as he held him tighter. "Then I'll burn with you, hyung."

The night swallowed them whole.

Their cries, their whispers, their love hidden in shadows, carved into their skin.

By morning, the world would still be cruel.

But in that room, for that night, they belonged only to each other.

Morning came slow, like it was afraid to wake them.

Sunlight slipped through the curtains and drew a warm line across the bed. Felix felt it on his face and opened his eyes to find Jimin watching him. Jimin's hair stuck up a little, his face peaceful and tired. For a second, both of them just smiled small, fragile smiles that meant everything.

"Good morning," Jimin whispered, his voice still rough from sleep.

Felix reached up, fingers brushing Jimin's cheek. "Morning." His voice was low, soft. He leaned in and kissed him lightly, a quiet kiss that said more than any words.

They lay close, wrapped in the same blanket, listening to each other breathe. The night's heat had cooled into a warm ache full of memories and promises and a strange calm.

"Did you sleep at all?" Felix asked after a while.

Jimin shook his head. "No. I kept watching you. I was scared you'd leave when I closed my eyes."

Felix made a small laugh, sad and gentle

"Baby has the pain relief?" Jimin asked

Felix nodded like a baby "Yes"

Jimin's hand tightened around Felix's.

Silence settled, heavy and honest. Both of them felt the weight of what came next. Outside, the world was already waking a world that could be cruel. But here, in this small room, they had a few stolen hours.

Felix sat up, Jimin wrapping him in a soft hug. "I'm not going anywhere, hyung. We'll face it together. If people shout, we shout back.

Jimin's eyes shone, a fierce, fragile light. "You make me brave," he said. "And terrified. I want to protect you, but I also want to hold you in front of everyone. I don't know which one wins."

Felix smiled, sad and sure. "We'll find out together. I don't care how hard it gets. I love you."

Jimin pressed his forehead to Felix's, whispering, "I love you more than I thought it possible. I want to keep you. Always."

They stayed there for a long time talking quietly, sometimes not talking at all, just holding onto the fact that they had each other. The morning light made the room gentle, like a promise that even if the world outside stayed harsh, this small place could be soft.

When the time to leave came, neither wanted to go. But they dressed slowly, hands finding each other, fingers laced under shirts, small touches to carry the night with them into the day

*Felix's dress*

Jimin hyung's outfit

Before Felix left, Jimin cupped his face and said, low and certain, "If anyone tries to scare you away, tell me. I'll come for you."

Felix nodded, his voice steady. "And I'll always come back to you."

They kissed once more longer, steadier then parted. The day waited: rehearsals, cameras, rooms full of people who didn't know everything yet. They walked out into the world holding a soft secret and a fierce promise, both brave and scared in the same heartbeat.