Maya's POV The ceiling is white. Flat, blank, accusatory. I've stared at it for hours, maybe days. Time bleeds into a single gray stretch. Curtains drawn tight against the afternoon sun. The only light is a thin yellow line beneath the door. The world outside moves, breathes, lives. I wish it would stop.I'm a tight coil on the bed—knees to chest, arms around shins, wearing Caden's old t-shirt, soft and threadbare, smelling of pine and rain. I haven't eaten. I haven't slept, just fitful dozes where dreams are worse than waking. I haven't spoken since the convoy left for Ironhold.The Mate Ceremony plays behind my eyes on a relentless, torturous loop. Standing across from Caden in the moon-drenched clearing, hands clasped. The expectant hush. Hopeful faces in torchlight. Lora's ancient words. The breathless pause as we waited for the spark, the scent-change, the pull.Nothing.No spark. No scent. No pull. The verdict, unspoken bu
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