Coincidence
My boyfriend, Joshua Carter, my best friend, Alanna Hayes, and I agree to apply to Lakehaven University together. But on the first day of college, I don't see a trace of either of them.
I stand outside the university gates under the scorching summer sun, my clothes soaked through with sweat. Then Alanna video calls me.
With her hands clasped together and her eyes red-rimmed, she says, "I'm sorry, Clary! It was because I suddenly wanted to go to Bellmere University instead that I changed my college application. I heard they have really luxurious dorms!"
Joshua, sitting next to Alanna, speaks casually as if nothing is wrong. "College applications were about to close when Alanna decided on the change, so we only had time to change our own applications."
As he speaks, Joshua spears a piece of beef with his fork and feeds it to Alanna. "Why are you crying? It's not like we'll never see each other again. Bellmere isn't that far from Lakehaven. It's only a three-hour train ride away. We can still see each other every month."
Alanna pauses, bites down on the piece of beef, and mutters, "Clary, I swear you're the only one who can put up with this grumpy jerk for so long. From now on, I'll help you whip him into shape!"
Joshua chuckles and pinches her cheek. "Hah! You? We'll see who ends up whipping the other into shape."
I stand frozen. The summer sun is scorching, yet I suddenly feel as though I've been plunged into a frozen wasteland.
Joshua is a huge clean freak, so he makes me wash my hands before touching his things, and whenever I serve him food, he makes sure I use serving utensils. But he can feed Alanna with his fork, and even reach out to pinch her cheek.
So that's how it is—his obsession with cleanliness only applies to certain people.
Suddenly, I feel like there's no point in any of this anymore. If they don't want me around, then I'll leave.