Ambil Nafasku Pergi Novels & Stories

I need to leave. “I really do need air,” I say. Before he can stop me, I turn and push through the crowd. I hear him call my name. I don’t turn around. Because if I do, I’ll go back. I know I will. I move faster, slipping between dancing bodies until the music begins to fade behind me. Cool night air hits my skin when I step outside. I breathe deeply. Once. Twice. It doesn’t help. My magic is still buzzing. My lips still tingling. My heart still racing.

And no Mykhol to burst in, unannounced, and to do what he wanted. Beyond me, from the cracked window, a crane coos as the insects buzz. Their drone is the loudest thing in the otherwise quiet. The sound, a common welcome, gives me peace, letting me slip down. Dipping my arms first, then my chest, and last till my head is completely immersed under the cold water. I hold myself under for a count of 5 before up again with a gasp of air. “Naska?” I rub my eyes “The sheet, now.” I call, still rubbing, until I can see Naska, stepping forward. Herself, dressed in just a thin undergown, the outfit to combat heat at this time of day.

Not now. I move quietly toward the window. The cool air from outside calls to me, a promise of freedom. I lift the curtains, taking in a deep breath as I mentally prepare myself for what I am about to do next. Okay, Trinity. You have got this. In three... two... one.

I stand, my hands curling into fists at my sides, as anger begins to rise inside me. “I wasn’t asking, Noah,” I say calmly. “And I don’t need your permission.” He stares at me like he doesn’t recognize me. “I’m leaving,” I continue, my voice steady. “And that’s fucking final.”

“Not with you.” “Sweetheart…” “I need air,” I said, already walking to the door. “Where are you going?” “Out.” “It’s not safe…” “I’ll be fine,” I said as I walked out. I didn’t look back.

even it kills me within. "Can I just go out...I...I want to go somewhere...hmmm sob*sob*hmmm, I hope things is just as easy as said...but you are right...I am the only one who is stocked in the past...she already take her leap...and totally forget me...ahmmm you can do what you need to do here, I will just...just need an air"

srak srak “I heard rustling from the cracks of the cars parked in the basement. Not long after, I heard the snorting sound of a woman whose voice seemed very familiar to me. "I told you I'm fine. You don't have to overdo it on me." "But the doctor said that you should always be careful because you are still in a vulnerable state."

My heart beats so fast and im running out of breath. "Ah-ah! Na-na. Ahhhhh!" I screamed. //Bless you! 🥰

I stumbled backward, disoriented and overwhelmed. Nona's concerned voice cut through the haze, calling my name. The sound pierced through the coldness that had settled in my body. I knew I had to get outside, to feel the open air and take a deep breath. Urgency fueled my movements as I pressed my hand firmly against my burning chest, desperately seeking relief.

I wrap my arms around myself and let out a slow breath. You can do this. You don’t have to decide anything today. You don’t have to think about anyone else today. Just unpack. Just settle in. Just breathe. I step back inside and close the balcony door. This is my fresh start. And for now, I’ll pretend that’s enough.