Ambil Nafasku Pergi の小説・ストーリー

I open the door, step outside, and a taxi already sits at the curb. I don’t speak to anyone. The wind is cool against my face. I close my eyes. Take a deep breath. And I leave.

To try to exist again. I breathe. I finally breathe. ---

I can’t breathe. ##########

I say, swallowing, "You two can have mine, I'll go to the other one." I don't wait for anyone to answer, I just literally escape my room to breathe in fresh air immediately, telling myself I don't want that scent. I don't want it, I don't need it, I don't want to go back to keep breathing it in like a fucking maniac.

We did not stop until I could not breathe, he pulled away "Breath Zee" urh, how does one do that again? I forgot how to breath… "Urh how do I do that again?" I ask him Niklaus laughs "Inhale count till three... one... two... three... And exhale" I follow he is instructions and I start breathing again I blush, I look down at my hands and stutter out "Thank you... For that" "Don't worry about it" I could hear the amusement in his voice.

But I could force the window open. One breath of air at a time.

you have to close the link I choke on air.

I'm leaving first thing tomorrow ". I exhaled and cleaned my tears. He's right, We don't always get what we want in the end I have life.

Every bite felt like swallowing glass. When the plate was clean, I set it aside and forced the words out before courage could desert me. “I think we should go for a walk.” I paused, then added the fatal part. “Outside the border.” He turned slowly, eyebrows lifting so high they nearly disappeared into his hairline. “Outside the border?” His voice was calm, but disbelief edged every syllable. “It’s almost midnight, Nina.” “I know.” I met his gaze and tried to look innocent instead of desperate. “I just… I need air. Real air. Away from walls and eyes. We can talk and actually talk. Or we can go another time if—”