Beautiful Mess Deep Self Quotes 소설 & 이야기

Water so deep, how do we breathe? How do we climb? So we stay in this mess This beautiful mess tonight ╔═════════ • ≻ ♜ ≺ • ═════════╗ ꒰ 𝔐𝔸𝕋𝔼 𝕋𝕆 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔻ℝ𝔸𝔾𝕆ℕ ℙℝ𝕀ℕℂ𝔼 ₊˚⋆

This ought to be big! "You don't have to see this, Ella. You can..." "I NEED TO!" I fire at Deep as he strolls to me, wrapping an arm around my waist. "I am perfect. I need to hear the message this monster has for us." I fume, trying hard not to choke on my words. "But, can you take it? Can you handle it?" He queries, concern and worry being the only tones I can make out from his voice.

smiling emoji, are you trying to coarse me or make me feel better, girl I don't even need to continue I already rejected myself on his behalf* *Haha……you're crazy, but have you seen yourself, girl you're gorgeous* *I know, but I'm not some rich heiress, so it's impossible in this lifetime, I'm very self aware it will only take a day I won't be heartbroken by tomorrow, I'm finding a new crush* *Gosh, I wish I'm so carefree like you* *Who said you can't be, I love you girl, got to go to bed, see you in school tomorrow*

I know I'm beautiful But, I know I'm ugly too I'm slowly loosing all the self love which I manged to gathered... I wish I could share it But it's there someone willing to listen it? And not judge me? I don't want advice... I just want someone to listen it I'm scared to be alone But to scared to ask for companion Im Trying my level best to stop it.. But I just don't how to do it... I feel like I'm slipping into depression and there's no one out to see it..

I don't want to spoil my mood Its a very big day for me. To be continued.......... A/P "Sing like no one’s listening, love like you’ve never been hurt, dance like nobody’s watching, and live like it’s heaven on earth." -unknown.

A letter to unmute We think of everyday as another moment to sigh deeply from your core. Or perhaps that most of the hours where we lie on top of a nail bed is just like slowly sinking ourselves with torture. It did go for a good trouble, but is it worth it? How is it supposed to go when you've gone crazy from overthinking? Hey it's you again! How have you been? What was wrong with you today? Got deeply affected by that person who told you you're nothing?

"The heart can play a foolish game, Mekayla. It can take you to moments of pure bliss and bring you don't strong than the greatest force on earth. You are your own worst enemy, and only you are the one that drives it. I choose to drive mine into a pool of misery and dare I even say hatred." She goes silent as the true words lay spoken in her mind, I am only but left with being honest with her. As of this very moment, there is nothing I wish that I want to keep from her, yet what she asks me next is a minor detail that might bring me to silence again. "That last message that you sent me, did you mean it?"

I thought and it was true but still I was thinking if I was back there maybe it never happened, a girl can only hope. I said down on my desk and opened a random book, I wanted to write my feelings down but I just couldn’t I don’t know why. I pick up my pen and tried writing something, anything to stop my self from thinking about my past, those happy memories, I could not take it. After some time I put my pen down a saw what I wrote, there were four simple lines, it said: I am a mess In my mind Trying not to stress About the things, I left behind.

For her, the words were very hurtful and mean, but she could only remain quiet because everything written in the message was also not a lie.

My eyes tear away from Gemma’s, and I look at the pictures on the walls once more. “Showing up for yourself is the biggest step. Be proud of every achievement.” My head glances at the next quote. “It’s okay not to be okay. But when we’re not okay, we shouldn’t put pressure on ourselves. We should treat ourselves with kindness. We should take it one day at a time. We’re all human. We all feel the same emotions.” Gemma’s presence pauses at my side. “I like that quote,” she says quietly. “Although we could argue we’re wolves, not humans.”