Books With Suicide

What do you fear the most? Matthew's only fear is coming out as gay to his family, who are devoutly religious and consider homosexuality a sin. But when he heard from his doctor that he had less than three months left to live. Matthew decided that living his truth was more important than his fears. He planned on telling his family his sexuality, and also, confessing his feelings to his longtime crush, the son of a Deacon, Keith who was every lady's dream in college. But what if Keith is just like everyone else? Would Matt's last wish come true before the end of his days on Earth? And what happens when all that glitters does seem to be gold?

Ukiyo Fujii is an ordinary student who desired to have the most beautiful voice and become the greatest idol of all time. One day, while walking at a shrine, she accidentally to met a god who offered to grant her this wish. Little does she know that in return, this god has to live with her. This dark god, Shinrin Kurai, was exiled to earth by the higher gods as punishment. As part of his plan to return to the godly realms, he needed the help of a human with a strong desire and passion inside her heart. Now, beginning his journey with Ukiyo Fujii, other former gods started to interfere turning their adventure to a deadly quest. To protect Ukiyo, Shinrin may risk losing his freedom and the ticket to return to his realm forever. Drawn into Ukiyo's world, will he choose to stay with her? Will Ukiyo accept him when she finds out that this gift is not permanent and he used her as living bait for his return?

My long term relationship ended brutally, and swallowed up in pains of heartbreak, my friend lured me to the club. There, I met an extremely attractive and mysterious hulk, and I ended up in his arms for the night. My greatest shock comes when I learn that he is Bladen Stone, my company's new CEO, and he’s so much different from what I thought he was. And when rumors that threaten to ruin both our reputations start to fly, there is only one way to solve it. How does Lynn survive in the same office as Bladen with his hard and stern demeanor? Can she get past his cold facade and reveal the secrets he hides? In a world of ambition and betrayal, can Bladen and Lynnette trust each other to make sacrifices for a blooming love story or will they front another gut-wrenching heartbreak? Read on to unveil the saga of these two!

Alexander Blackwood has never been one to bow to anyone’s expectations—except now, he must. His family insists he marry a woman he doesn’t know to satisfy an unusual arrangement. But the moment he meets Bella Harrington, the last person he expects—or wants—to be tied to, sparks fly. Bella Harrington is fiercely independent and has her own reasons for agreeing to this sudden engagement: her family’s business is on the brink of bankruptcy, and this marriage could save them. She doesn’t know Alexander, and she certainly doesn’t want to be trapped in a situation orchestrated by adults who think they know what’s best. From the first awkward dinner to the shocking revelation that they’ll be married for ninety days—with the promise of divorce if they can’t get along—Alexander and Bella clash at every turn. Sharp wit, stubborn pride, and a shared history neither of them fully remembers ignite a fire neither can ignore. Forced into daily proximity, their battles of words, clever tricks, and teasing insults slowly give way to understanding, trust, and undeniable attraction. But can they navigate the walls of pride, old grudges, and family pressure in just ninety days—or will they part ways forever, convinced they can’t stand each other? 90 Days to with Bella is a steamy, witty enemies-to-lovers romance about pride, second chances, and the surprising ways love can find you when you least expect it.

Shhhh... it's Santa O'clock They say Christmas is the season to give, to spread love, to reunite with loved ones, to have a full bunch of wishlists fulfilled by Santa, but has anyone ever stopped to think if Santa too has a wishlist begging to be fulfilled, huh? You bunch of greedy ass! *********** BLURB: The Christmas season came knocking on the door of Nelly Moore, a young lady who was in a complicated relationship with her boyfriend. Ever since her inability to be sexually stimulated, her ever-sweet relationship was hitting rock bottom. Dying to get a solution, she accepted a crazy, steamy Christmas vacation contest being hosted by a game lord in Costa Rica. Unfortunately, the Christmas miracle she expected wasn't exactly what she got. She found herself entangled in a lustful affair with the vacation's host—the game lord himself, a man old enough to be her father. And to make the situation more twisted, he doesn't believe in love; he only views humans as being bound by lust and nothing more, which brought a clash of perspectives, since Nelly, the lover girl, believes love exists. The whole ordeal started with a provocative question: "Will you be Santa's prize and fulfil his wishlist?" ********* Grab a cup of coffee and make sure you have a guy next door to grab while you slide into chapter one to dive into this thrilling, steamy Christmas story. (strictly:18+).

Betrayed by the people she loved and trusted, Arianna found herself wasted in a bar. The next day, she woke up in a luxurious hotel suite with only vague memories of the previous night. Disappointed with herself, she left the country. But her father’s death prompted her to go back five years later. Their company was on the verge of falling into an outsider’s hands. Determined to reclaim what was hers, Arianna had to work with a billionaire named Alistair Miller. But he imposed one condition on Arianna—to let him meet their child! How did he know about her daughter? And did he just say he was the father?

Janna and Rexx have been in a relationship since college. They are also the so-called a Campus Sweetheart in Monte Claro University. Janna is already a model in a well-known Agency even though she still a student. Ans because of that Rexx felt afriad that Janna would leave him. So even before they graduated. Rexx immidiately proposed a marriage to Janna. And Janna accepted whole heartedly. They we're both happy when they finally get married and live together. Janna became famous in modeling while Rexx became the CEO of Santillian Shopping Mall's which they owned. But everything was change when Rexx discovered that Janna wouldn't want to having child. Rexx felt--- all his dream's for their marriage become ruined because of his wife's dreams. Are they marriage still be happy, if they both have diffirent dreams in life? Or their marriage completely ruined and at the same time--- their love for each other?

Ivy Reynolds moved to the Twilight pack due to her mom's job transfer. As a half-wolf, she was isolated by the other wolves. When the important prom came, no one would like to be her date. Her biggest bully swore to make her a huge joke. Not to fail her mother's expectations, Ivy gathered her courage and called a mysterious line. She finally got herself a prom date Sean Harris who was more charming than she imagined. They spent a sweet night together and Sean confessed that they were fate mates. However, neither of them expected to move under the same roof. Their parents had just got married and they turned out to be stepbrother and stepsister!

Married with a Womanizer Biana is a mafia boss and Zade is a womanizer. Ipinakasal sila sa isa't-isa dahil sa kadahilanang pabagsak na raw ang malaking kompanya ng mga Rozcuv. Pumayag ang dalawa sa pag-aakalang aayos ang relasyon nilang dalawa bilang mag-asawa pero hindi pala. They regretted marrying each other. Pero ang pagkakatali ni Zade kay Biana ay hindi naging hadlang upang hindi niya ipag patuloy ang gawain niya noong binata pa lamang. The womanizer and the mafia boss indeed. They will fell for each other. Magiging masaya sila sa isa't-isa. Pero sabi nga nila,hindi magiging matatag ang isang relasyon o hindi matatawag na isang relasyon kung hindi nagkakaroon ng mga suliranin. Pero kakaibang suliranin ang natamo ni Zade at ni Biana. Umabot sa puntong kaylangang lumayo ni Biana kay Zade para mailigtas lamang si Zade sa ano pang kapahamakan. Without her knowing na ang sarili niya at ang dinadala niya ang kaylangan niyang ilayo sa kapahamakan. Paano nga bang mag wawakas ang kwento nila?Should it be sad ending or happy and end game?

Vania Larasati Atmaja dulunya seorang cewek popular di SMA. Laras cantik, kaya dan menarik, the girl every boys dream about type. Di malam kelulusan, seorang pria culun mengatakan cinta pada Laras, namun ia menolak mentah-mentah. Seperti sebuah pertunjukan, uangkapan cinta pria itu mengundang gelak tawa para mata siswa yang melihat. Laras sangat malu, sehingga ia membenci pria culun itu lebih dari apapun. Alfian Bahardhika hampir bunuh diri karena meratapi nasibnya yang malang. Tumbuh dan besar dari keluarga miskin yang banyak hutang,membuat ia sering kali merasa insecure dan menarik diri dari lingkungan. Alfian menyukai Laras sejak pertemuan pertama di ospek sekolah. Suatu hari di hari kelulusan sekolah, ia memberanikan diri untuk mengatakan cinta. Namun, perasaannya itu di tolak mentah- mentah. Bak ketiban rezeki nomplok, keluarga Alfian jadi kaya mendadak. Ayahnya mendapat warisan dari majikan tempat dimana beliau dulu bekerja. Saat itu Alfian berusaha menata hidupnya, mengembalikan rasa percaya diri dan melupakan Laras. Mereka berdua bertemu lagi dalam pernikahan di atas kertas hitam putih. Siapa sangka Laras menyetujui lamaran Alfian hanya karena ingin menebus hutang-hutang Kakaknya.