Broken Heart Mga Nobela at Kwento

Isa siyang desperada. Agad din namang yumakap sa kaniya si Sam at pagkatapos ay umiyak sa balikat niya. Habang umiiyak ito sa balikat niya ay umiiyak rin siya. Sinasabayan niya ito ng iyak dahil may karapatan din naman siyang umiyak dahil nasaktan din siya ng araw na iyon. Iyon ang unang heartbreak niya sa tanang buhay niya.

Hindi niya na kailangan pang magtanong kung sino ang may-ari ng van na ‘yon. “I only said I don’t want to talk to you,” he whispered. “I didn’t ask you to leave me.” For the very first time in his life, he felt this kind of heartache. This must how they felt when they said they’re ‘heartbroken’. Literal na parang kinakatay ang puso mo sa sakit. Yung tipong hirap kang lumunok dahil may kung anong bumabara sa lalamunan mo dahil sa kakapigil ng luha.

At nag-aaalala ang pamilya baka kung mapaano ang dalaga habang naroon ito sa kanila. Kumurap si Geri, inabot ang kamay ng pinsan. “I-I’m sorry. I k-know your’re all worried but… I just can’t push myself to eat right now. N-naguguluhan ako, Jewel. I know I shouldn’t do this to myself but… t-there’s too much p-pain, h-here,” pag-amin ni Geri sa hirap na tinig, hinawakan ang kanyang dibdib, yumuko bago muling humagulgol. She promised herself earlier that she will never cry again but… how can you teach a broken heart not to cry? How will she start unloving someone she has loved for a very long time? How will she pick up the broken pieces of life?

Nagtagal bago siya sumagot. Pero nang sumagot siya ito yung unang sagot na walang kasamang pride, fear, or denial. “Araw-araw,” he whispered, “masakit na masaya.” Masakit, kasi hindi siya ang dahilan ng ngiti. Masaya, kasi may ngiti na siya kahit wala siya. And that that was his biggest emotional breakthrough. “You’re healing,” Dr. Elise whispered. “Even in heartbreak.”

Ngumiwi siya at maya-maya lang sy muling tumawa at napatitig sa kaniyang hawak-hawak na wine glass. "In simple words, I wanna still be happy despite my broken heart. Syempre hindi naman mawawala ang sakit. Nandoon pa rin nakatago lang. But I don't believe in the 3 months rule after break up," natatawang aniya. I slowly nodded a bit enlightened by her words.

Ezekiel put their both hands inside his pocket to keep it warm. “ Alright .. Alright Ms. Expert in love. But experiencing heartbreak is sometimes good you know because being heart broken is a natural occurrence in life. May mga taong nagbabago dahil nakaranas ng sobrang sakit. Isn’t it a good thing for your brother to experience it? Malay mo he will learn a lot of things from it, para kapag dumating na talaga ang taong para sa kanya. He’ll know what to do and never make the same mistake again.” Ezekiel asks.

Hindi naman ako ganon katanga. Tulala siya habang pinapanood akong maglakad palayo. Pagdating ko sa bahay ay kaagad akong napahagulgol dahil sa sobrang sakit. Pagsara ko ko pa lang ng pinto ay napaluhod na ako dahil sa sobrang panghihina. Ito na ba ang tinatawag nilang heartbreak? Ang sabi nila puso lang ang sasakit. Pero bakit parang buong katawan ko ang nanghihina? Parang ayaw tanggapin ng katawan ko ang hangin at maging ang paghinga sa akin ay mahirap.

KABANATA 6/revised Hindi ko napigilan na muling bumuhos ang luha sa aking mga mata. Indeed I am being played by my husband so well. My heart is breaking little by little and I don't think I can ever survive from this heartbreak. I couldn't believe I am easily fooled and Miguel, of all the people I love he is the least I expected to break me like this.

“Sasha, I’m sorry. But I already made this clear to Red. Sinabi ko na sa kaniya na wala na talagang pag-asa pa para sa amin. I already let him go years ago. Ilang beses ko na rin siyang tinutulak palayo, but… but h-he’s so stubborn that he won’t listen to me--” “Because your actions speaks the otherwise! Sinasabi mong pinapalayo mo siya sa ‘yo, but you’re doing the opposite! Your actions are inviting his broken heart to come back to you. Kaya paano ka niya tuluyang makakalimutan kung palagi siyang umaasa sa mga kilos mo?” Napahilot ako sa sentido. Indeed, a broken heart is a stubborn heart. A broken hear

It feels as if her bubble filled with happiness, fulfillment and contentment had been replaced with remorse and regret. Napaluha si Zarah ng muli nyang hawakan ang kanyang kaliwang dibdib. A gauze protected the stitch from infection, it was still bloody and it still ached. But nothing pained her more than being betrayed by the man that she loves, the man who promised her his love. What she thought was a promise of forever... was now something far fetched from the truth. In the end... She is back to square one. Broken-hearted and alone.