Novel & Cerita Heartbreak Meaning

but not now. I mean, ayokong masayang 'yung pinagsamahan namin. Kasi paano kung maging kami tapos magbreak kami, sino nang tatakbuhan ko? Kung 'yung dating tinatakbuhan ko ay 'yun na 'yung nakasakit sa'kin 'di ba? A break up can ruin our 4 years of friendship and that's so sad! Pero kung mainlove... Why not?

Kung ito palagi ang kaharap niya, baka maaga siyang tumanda at malamang magka heart attack pa siya. Hindi niya alam kung bakit lagi siyang inaasar nitong bakulaw na kaharap niya. Oo nga't gwapo ito, pero hindi naman siya intresado dito, kasi kagagaling lang niya sa heartbreak. Iisipin pa ba niya yan ngayon?

Ang sakit-sakit ng nararamdaman niya at hindi niya kayang itago. First heartbreak niya iyon. At hindi niya akalain na kay Fe niya iyon mararamdaman. Fe is his constant! Sa lahat ng bagay ay kasama niya ito. Sa katunayan, malapit din ito sa mga magulang niya. Pakiramdam niya ay big part of him ay nawala now that Fe is gone in his life.

Dahil ito ang unang beses mong nagmahal at unang beses mo ring nasaktan. Para sa kanya ang first heartbreak ay parang isang fairytale na binuo mo sa puso kasama ng happy ending nito., ngunit sa isang iglap ay bigla na lang guguho sa mismong harap mo. At dahil unang beses kaya naman nakakalito, hindi mo pa alam kung paano tatanggapin o kung paano ito haharapin. “Nakaalis na po ba siya?” mahinang tanong ni Cacai.

Inirapan ko ito. “Well, technically it's part of my business.” I've caught his grin out of amusement under the dim light in that portion of the bar counter. “Heartbreak is a stressful situation. It will definitely triggers your emotions and could causes you actual fatigue and physical symptoms, trust me. And when you feel like your brain sends you a fight and flight signal, you know it's always important to to know what's the best for yourself.” “Look who's talking.” “Just an ordinary Psychologist PsyD and a weirdo. Don't mind me.” His teeth are showcasing. His eyes draw in a beautiful line as he smiles. Chinito type.

P'wede ba 'yon? "Hindi naman sa lahat ng bagay pakikipagbreak up ang madalas ng heartbreak no. Na-broken hearted na rin ako. 'Yun iyong hindi ako tinuturing na normal na tao ng lahat. Bakit ikaw alam mo rin ba? Ni wala ka ngang maalala eh." Nawala ang ngiti at tawa niya sa sinabi ko, para siyang tinamaan. Ngumisi siya bago napayuko, ilang segundo rin kaming natahimik. Nailang ako dahil hindi naman siya talaga tahimik na tao. I cleared my throat. "Okay move on na. So iyon na nga broken hearted ka. Sige sabihin mo sa akin ang mararamdaman ng broken hearted."

Bakit sa ganitong paraan binawi ang akala ko para saakin na. Nagtiwala at Nagmahal lang naman ako.. I love him with a broken heart, but later,it fixed,he fixed me but only in a short period of time because at last, it will remain broken forever ..I was just to stúpid thinking that we can be together, that we both deserve love after all the heartache and pain we brought to each other..Maybe the destiny make its way to rubbed on my face that this isn't going to work.That I need to give up.

balik na tanong ko sa kanya na garalgal ang boses. Nararamdam ko na malapit ng bumigay ang mga luha ko. Hindi na ako makapagsalita ng maayos. Isipin ko palang na bibigay na siya sa relasyon namin, ito ang unang heartbreak ko kung sakali. Pero hindi ko ini-expect na ganito pala ka sakit parang hinihiwa ang puso ko pailalim. Umiiling ito. Mabilis itong yumukod sa hita ko at niyakap ng mahigpit ang bandang tiyan ko.

If I'll meet him, I will definitely beat him to death because of this mess that he made. I wonder why this is all happening to me. Did I do something wrong? Sandamakmak na problema na ang natatanggap ko. Muntik ko na ngang makalimutan na brokenhearted pala ako. Dapat nga ngayon ay nasa banyo na ako at umiiyak. Well, that's what brokenhearted people always do.

And I realized I used to make you anxious. I used to make you doubt yourself. You never said it directly. But I see it now. You were always trying to be enough for me. When the truth was— I wasn’t enough for you. Not then. People think heartbreak is about missing someone. For me, it was about facing myself. I had to admit I sabotaged something healthy because I didn’t know how to exist inside it. I had to admit I confused unpredictability with passion. I had to admit I chose ego over effort.