By The Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead Novels & Stories

But don't worry, I will always be there for you; I assured you that because I didn't want to die, at least not this soon, because if I did, I wouldn't be resting in peace. I would have died today or tomorrow, so I'm choosing today, 18th October 2005, to end my life as a human! I knew I was being selfish by deciding to end my life today, but I hate to see you looking at me with so much pain by looking at me. One day, everyone had to leave the world, but I was leaving you to return back. Mama Loves you, princess!" I read the pages twice or say thrice to check whether I was reading it right or not!

I'm human, I don't stand a chance. Oh God! Is this how I'm gonna die?

-I asked, crossing my arms. -I ask the same of you. I laughed. -Isn't it obvious? I'm dead and please stop evading my questions and answer me at once because I really don't have time for this. Tell me whatever it is you are going to tell me and please leave. I really didn't have time for weird talk with this guy. I was just accepting that I am dead and that I will never see mom or Jay again, yes I will see them but they won't see me, but the point is I don't have time to talk to this guy.

And I am also ready. 'Remember what I've promised? That I'll protect you for the rest of my life? This is it, my love. This is my last chance and I won't fail this time.' I smiled bitterly at the thought. I feel like things suddenly turned slow motion. So, this is what it feels like when you're already about to die. "I love you, Maze." Gabriel said as he cried and I shook my head at him. You're not gonna die here, Gabriel. Cause you should know by now.

"Yes, I want you, but not when you are DEAD!" •••

I’ll miss Tim. I might just die of heartache. Oh, God.

And sadly, this is how I'm going to live for the next ten years. Hopefully, I'll die before then.

So, finally it is time to, “Just kill me.”

“You’re too late.” ___________________

Call me crazy, I don't give a shit at this point. ✨ THE END ✨