Novel & Cerita Don't Let Me Go

Kaya nakapagpasya na ako. It's time to let go... Goodbye, my first love...

"Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep. Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories. Little do you know I'm trying to pick myself up, piece by piece. Little do you know I, need a little more time. Underneath it all, I'm held captive by the hole inside. I've been holding back For the feel that you might change your mind. I'm ready to forgive you, But forgetting is a harder fight. Little do you know I, Need a little more time. Away, away. I love you like you've never felt the pain, away.

Pero enough para maramdaman ko ang bigat. If I failed, babalik ako sa gabing ito. Same candle. Same grief. Same ending. Only worse. Because then hindi ko na puwedeng sabihin na hindi ko alam. I would know every chance I missed. Every wrong word. Every moment na umiwas ako. Tinakpan ko ang bibig ko with one hand. “Sixteen lang ako,” bulong ko. “I know.” “I can barely fix my own life.” “I know.”

Run away, run away, run away Let go I got a feeling that it's time to let go I say so I knew that this was doomed from the get go You thought that it was special, special But it was just the sex though, the sex though And I still hear the echoes (the echoes) I got a feeling that it's time to let it go Let it go Seasons change and our love went cold Feed the flame 'cause we can't let go Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away I dare you to do something I'm waiting on you again So I don't take the blame Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away, run away Maybe you don't understand what I'm going through It's only me, what you got to lose? Make up your mind, te

Isang malaking boltahe ng kuryente ang dumalay sa katawan ko ng hawakan niya ang balikat ko. "To let go does not mean to get rid of. To let go means to let be. When we let be with compassion, things come and go on their own. Always remember that." Ichan's words play on my mind. Napa-iling nalang ako at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad. Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pang kalimutan si Kier. Gusto ko, pero hindi ko alam kung kaya ko ba. Huminto ako sa malaking fountain malapit sa labas ng University. Umupo ako doon at pinanood ang mga ilang estudyanteng dumadaan sa harap ko. Karamihan sa kanila ay nginingitian ako.

Dinugtungan pa niya, mas malambing pero may diin, "I want to take care of you, touch you, hold you close until you understand na kahit anong mangyari, I’ll never let you go this time, that I am tired pushing you away. I’m done resisting you, done pretending I can live without this, without you beside me."

Hindi ko na napigilan ang luhang gusto ng umagos. "I setting u free from now on kyle, Ur free now, Nakawala kana sa madilim mong buhay, I finally letting u go, I finally accept na kailn man ay hindi ko mo ako mamahalin" ngumiti ako habang sunod sunod umagos ang luha ko habang nakatingin sa kanya na nanatili ang mga mata sa annulment paper

His mind was a mess; kung ano-ano na ang naiisip niya. "Let go of me, Gene," matigas na tugon ni Trini sabay bawi ng kamay. "Don't make a scene." "Kung ayaw mong gumawa ako ng eksena ay umuwi ka na." Pigil-pigil na niya ang galit, subalit ang mga mata'y naglalabas pa rin ng apoy.

𝑆𝑜 𝑖𝑚 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑙𝑦 𝐶𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑒 𝑂𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑁𝑜! 𝑌𝑜𝑢'𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒

Hindi niya mapaniwalaang bumalik ito sa buhay niya kung kailan tinanggap niya nang wala na silang pag-asang magkasama pa. “Don’t ever let me go,” masuyo nitong wika. “Gago lang ako, pero mahal na mahal kita. Minsan hindi ko lang alam pakibagayan ang mga pagseselos kong wala sa lugar. Please bear with me, I am in the process of making myself a better man.”