Novel & Cerita Don't Let Me Go

"And do you think I will let go of you just because I forgot my past memories? Huh, no fucking way. I will never let go of you, Melissa. Not yesterday, not today, and definitely not tomorrow." . C.M. LOUDEN

Always remember that, okay? Naramdaman kong tumango-tango ito sa akin. "Go back to sleep na, pasyal kita bukas." I hummed my favorite song to her until she fall asleep again. "...hmmm...Sometimes good-byes are not forever It doesn't matter if you're gone... ....I still believe in us together...mmm ....I understand more than you think I can You have to go out on your own...mmm ...So you can find your way back home...mmm"

tanong ni Alex. “Simula nang unang kita ko sayo, ni hindi kita nakitang ngumiti… Ngayon lang.” Ngumiti si Alex. “Hindi naman ako ganoon ka desperada, lalo na sa pag-ibig. Hindi ko na ipagpipilitan ang sarili ko sa taong wala nang interest sakin. At kapag hindi ko na mahal, balewala na siya. Gaya ng sabi ko, kapag ako ang naglet go ng bagay, let go agad.”

Tanging kuliglig lang ang naririnih nito habang hindi nauubusan ng salita ang binata. "I don't know. Sometimes, things had fall apart to make way for better things. You really can't hold on to someone, 'cause the tighter you hold on to them, the more they slip away." "Marie, please? Don't do this to me." "All you can do is let them go." "Marie?! Marie?! No!"

Ang babaeng limang taon na ang nakalipas ay iniwan siya ng isang divorce paper. Ang babaeng walang pasabing umalis. Ang babaeng hanggang ngayon— **hindi pa rin niya makita. Tumayo si Adrian. “Dalhin mo siya sa akin pagkatapos ng auction.” Naglakad siya ng dalawang hakbang, pero bigla siyang huminto. Hindi siya lumingon. “Five years na. Wala pa ring balita kay Sam?” Kinabahan si Jacob.

Bakit paulit-ulit akong hinahayaan na dalhin sa sakit na ayaw ko ng balikan at maramdaman pa? Pero...naisip ko rin na wala na talaga akong magagawa pa sa katotohanang hindi na ako ang gusto pang makasama ni Cara. Naglaho na rin ang mga pangarap nito noon para sa amin at natabunan na ng mga pangarap niya para sa kanila ni Megan. Siguro, ako lang talaga itong mapilit at pilit na sinasalungat ang gusto ng mundo. Because sometimes holding on does more damage than letting go. And sometimes people come into our lives just to teach us how to let go.

tanong ni Mama kaya naman sumagot ako sa kaniya. “Opo, kaya ko naman po ang sarili ko kaya wala po kayong dapat ipag-alala at saka nasa puder naman po ako nila Tita Lovelle kaya naman po mas lalong hindi niyo kailangan mag-alala dahil ligtas po ako rito.” Ngumiti ako kay Mama bago siya yakapin. “Isang taon lang naman kaming mawawala ng Papa mo kaya naman sana alagaan mong mabuti ang sarili mo.” Tumango ako habang yakap si Mama.

Bakit parang laging may sama ng loob? "Let go of me..." Mahina pero sapat lang para marinig kong sabi niya. I let go of his arm because I was afraid that he will shout at me and be mad again. I wiped my lips using my wet tongue. I looked at him using my pleaded eyes. Please, Magen. Take the bait!

"I came to you and never asked too much Wondering what you would say Hoping you'd understand It's not a role I usually play Don't speak too much of what's been going on The past is over and gone Give me your troubled mind You know it's used I can do so much for you I want you Having you near me, holding you near me I want you to stay and never go away It's so right Having you near me, holding you near me I'll love you tonight, it feels so right Feels so right

yung mga ala-ala, yung mga bagay na palagi naming ginagawa, yung mga pinupuntahan namin, yung mga pangarap naming dalawa na akala ko sabay naming aabutin akala ba nila ganun yun kadaling kalimutan? "Azh it doesn't matter how hard the shit is! how deep and terrible it feels because keeping that shit locked inside you will always feels so much worse than letting it out! " sermon ni Xy sa'kin habang inaayos ang mga kalat sa sahig, wala rin akong ganang maglinis sa ngayon. I love the idea how she tried to convince me na mag move on, to let go of this fvcking feelings. I also really want to! but I— I just can't.