Novel & Cerita For Me

“Stop being mean to me! Stop being mean to me!” I break down in tears. My chest is stifling. It cannot contain my frustration. Why won't anything ever go my way? “Kael, what do I do?” Kael pats my back with an assuring look. “It's okay. This is not the end. You can still shift another full moon. Pull yourself together.” “What do I do? What do I do Kael…I'm so confused right now…” She sighs and without speaking another word, she just pulls me into her body. I stay there in her hands and my tears flow.

Kaya susugal ako. Hinatid niya ako sa University ng walang kibo. It's okay with me because even I is kind of petrified. Medyo OA yung petrified pero yun talaga yung nararamdaman ko. Speechless and ashamed because who wouldn't right? Hindi lang nakita kagabi halatang sabik na sabik na? Mas marupok pa ako sa lamesa namin! I only met him yesterday and yet I'm so into him.

He couldn't form words, beyond shocking. "My girlfriend is leaving for London and I have three months free. After all you came here too, I also want the privilege to rediscover my birth country. You motivated me to do so" his words sparked every corner of his ear and he his face reflected, how disturbed he was with his sudden announcement.

Oh well, another level of timidity dominated me. It then clicked that I was supposed to go grocery shopping but I had less cash on me. My parents were ignorant about my part-time jobs. How was I supposed to produce money for grocery shopping? After walking for twenty-four minutes, I went back inside the studio, to see Evans all ready to go home. I thanked the stars because it was almost time for me to be at the restaurant. I stepped out and sighted the tall model exit in my crush's car, the lykan hypersport. I sighed and realized that I'll never be his girl. How could I even possibly expect that!!!

And I ate enjoying the meal. Oh happy day

Even me. * * *

For them. For what's mine.

me up. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

I have got my own shits to deal with. *

That smile was not for anyone else. It was for me.