God Knows I Tried Lyrics นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Nothing quieted it. I tried. God, I tried. I tried to swallow it all down. I tried to stay still. I tried to be quiet. I tried to be strong. But I couldn’t. Not this time. Because strength hadn’t saved me. And neither had he.

"God what should I do?" ***

The only way for that was to listen to gospel music and pray to God for guidance and a peace of mind. Capri…. Dear lord I know I don’t come to you as I should, these day its almost certain that you’re all I have and all I have ever needed. I am not worthy of your grace. I’ve made an abundance of mistakes, but yet you continue to give me breath to continue to prove to you that even though I am not perfect I am your child and you will only give me the battles I can handle. I am never alone and I must trust that you got me no matter what.

For the man that left my bed For making love the way I saved for you inside my head And I'm sorry for the fans I lost Who watched me fall again I wanna be a role model But I'm only human -I felt a tear on my cheek-: I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before

At this point, I guessed I would surrender. So help me, God. Amen. --- (Don't forget the reviews/comments! 🧡)

Dear God, I am in so much fucking trouble. Big Huge Trouble.

An unintentional sharp breath came out when I looked at my friends holding a guitar and ready to worship. I closed my eyes and called my God and mom to help me. Letting go of every single dream .. ... The music started, and everyone was looking at my closed eyes. When You don’t move the mountains I’m needing, You to move .. ... As I cry out to you I will trust, I will trust I will trust in you. The tears rolled down my eyes as I called him with all my heart. The pain I carried overcame my voice, and everyone was gawking at me.

Dieu n'échoue jamais ein ein ein C'est quel problème qui te fait reculer Il ne ment jamais ein ein ein C'est quelle promesse il peut pas assumer eh eh Je suis son enfant anh anh anh Papa est là je n'peux échouer eh eh Sa main est sur moi oh, sur moi, sur moi C'est quel Goliath je n'peux pas tuer S'il y'a des hommes pour prier

So I end up singing along to it for my little Angel. “I talk to God about you And I ain't even met you yet Everybody's waitin' on you here I can't wait to feel your heart beat When I lay you on my chest I'm already holding back my tears I wanna be the dad that my dad was I hope that I don't mess this whole thing up I pray you love like your momma And you forgive just like she does 'Cause when this life knocks you down I hope you get down on your knees 'Cause that's what I do, that's what I do

And Kurai. He is just right there sitting in a majestic pose, so relaxed as his face and seems his beautiful dark eyes don't blink. What a weird god. Then the music starts. I start to sing the song. But this time, it feels like I wasn’t the one who was singing. Its voice rolled over the place in sorrowful waves. Swells of power rose up in my throat. I couldn’t even tell if it was words that came from me. Its voice was music, and grace, and the haunting feeling of knowing that my voice was brought out in a fit of pain.