Hanya Aku Dan Gitarku Novels & Stories

Using the flashlight of my cellphone, I placed it in front of me and it seemed like I was alone with the light. As I strum on my guitar, I close my eyes and starts to remember him again. A warm drop of my tears are flowing as I imagine how he smiles and his laughter sounds like. This night for me is somehow happy and sad at the same time. This night was my realization that I'm on my own now. I'm still 21 and I needed someone to lean on, I can't fight without a single reason or person to be my inspiration or motivation. I can't do this on my own! I needed someone.

The shame and the anger and the desperate need to prove I was more than just someone's victim. "Okay," I said finally. "Okay. I'll do it." Liam's face split into a grin, bright and genuine. "Really?" "Really." I felt a strange sense of calm settle over me. "But we're doing this my way. I'm not just some accessory to make you look good. I'm a partner in this. We set the rules together." "Fine." He extended his hand. "Partners?" I shook it. His palm was warm and rough against mine. "Partners."

It would be wrong. I sigh, shifting the guitar and placing it properly over my lap. Harley releases me and takes a seat beside me on the bed, with one leg bent under her butt and the other dangling from the edge. "Can you sing?" she asks just as I am about to start playing. "I used to write my own songs. Only ever finished one when I was nineteen," I tell her, readying my fingers to start playing. "Can you sing it for me?" She moves closer to my face, her magnetic eyes keeping me riveted as I stare at them.

-Let's end this, I don't want to argue! -Perfect, I want the same thing! I'm leaving. -You're not going anywhere," his voice echoes after me. -Why are you angry, love? Because I'm a monster and I set buildings on fire knowing there were people in them? My world shakes just hearing him speak. I'm selfish because I feel my heart beating harder for him. I'm selfish because I love him! I melt just hearing him say my name, and right now, I feel like I'm stepping on corpses without feeling guilty.

Over the next few days, Lucas and I got along surprisingly well. Our personalities complemented each other, and we both made an effort to understand and accommodate one another. In just a short time, it felt as though we had become soulmates. For the first time, I realized how much of my life I had wasted loving the wrong person. A few days later, a friend sent me a congratulatory message. [Alice, after pursuing Ryan for so many years, you've finally won his heart!

malamig ulit na sabi nya This time bahagya akong nairita. Siguro dala na rin ng pagod at nag halo halo na ang mga nararamdaman ko (Play the music above. Sa bandang chorus nyo simulan) "Wow ah. Kung makaangkin lang parang kanina nga hindi mo ako matignan o makausap ng seryoso. Na parang hindi mo ako kilala. Wade, huwag ka namang parang bata oh. Can't you see na kahit wala akong kasamood samood ngayong araw, pinipili kong hindi ibuntong lahat sayo. Wade, pumasok ako kahit nasaktan ako nung iwan mo ako nung gabi sa hospital matapos mo malaman ang lahat. Baka kasi nakalimitan mo na nag bitaw ka ng salitang hindi mo ako iiwan at nasa tabi lang kita minute before. Pero ano, sa isang iglap tinaliku

I tried to dance to the sad heartbroken songs. You're everything I thought you never were And nothing like I thought you could've been But still you live inside of me So tell me, how is that? You're the only one I wish I could forget .The only one I love to not forgive And though you break my heart You're the only one On the realization, it wasn't soothing me at all.I removed the t-shirt I was wearing and limped to Marcus room. I removed the bandage and waited for the bathtub to be filled with water. As soon as it was full, I got in still listening to my sad songs and began gulping down the bottle of wine... ****

Sitting on a stump. I blow out a nervous breath as I place my guitar on my lap and start strumming the familiar chords to ‘More Than Words' by Extreme. My fingers pluck the strings and hit the wood of the body in time with the beat. “Saying "I love you" Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy It would be to show me how you feel Luke ran over and squatted beside me. I looked at him and he winked and nodded. He started to sing the harmonics. I smiled that he had my back and he clapped my back, singing.

Crying ugly tears, and sobbing uncontrollably, I held it in my hands. "I'm sorry Levi. I love you and only you." I gasped through my tears.

That I scream for his name at night, that I grovel in my knees at day searching for his warmth, that I cry and call out for his trace in the rain, hoping that maybe he’ll come back and shield me from getting wet. My precious Kenneth. My savior Kenneth. My world is made up of 4 walls, one bed, one window, one sketchbook, one pencil…at the center of it all is him, singing and smiling and strumming the guitar as if nothing can ever make him happy than be with me. My world…is only made up of one name, seven words, two syllables. KENNETH.