Hate Being Sober Lyrics Novels & Stories

I didn't even glanced back before leaving how can I bare this pain how can I handle this how can I live without her she is my beautiful dream how can it turn into a worst nightmare I hate it I'm hating it I'm hating myself I went to bar and started drinking untill I sober and forget her but everytime I drink I'm reminding her why she is filled in every part of my body what a irritating thing I'm hating to be like this I hate myself completely My heart lies with you Just give me back my tears in vain Just unbreak my heart my love And all the things that caused the pain Come back and give me back your hug Come back and give my love to me I can't live a single day without you

He motioned toward the distant venue behind me, still echoing applause. "—you're still the reason everything cracked." "I never asked for forgiveness." "Good," he said, voice sharp. "No one's gonna forgive you anyway." We stood there like two blades waiting to draw the first blood. He wasn’t searching for peace. He came to twist the knife. He came to let me know that even when the room claps for me, someone out there still knows who I really am. "You should burn that photo," he said, turning away. "And miss your dramatic delivery?"

Hate me, hate me, tell me how you hate me Tell me how I'm trash and you could easily replace me Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily Prolly 'cause there's no one around me numbin' all my pain Prolly 'cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain Probably because you're the one playin' the mind games You hate me because I don't let you play no mind games They give me migraines and damage my brain Date me, break me, easily replace me Hopefully you see it clear, hopefully it's HD Bet you wonder why the last few months I've been spacey In your head, I sing And tell me how you hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me Erase me, 'ra

I guess not though It's blatant disrespect, you nothin' like the *beep* I met Talk to me crazy and you quick to forget You even got me trippin', you got me lookin' in the mirror different Thinkin' I'm flawed because you inconsistent Between a rock and a hard place, the mud and the dirt It's gon' hurt me to hate you, but lovin' you's worse It all stops so abrupt, we started switchin' it up Teach me to be like you so I can not give a *beep* Free to mess with someone else, I wish these feelings could melt 'Cause you don't care about a thing except your motha*beep*' self You make me sick, *beep* We kept singing when Cardi took over us - me, no us, me - throwing some hyena-like-laughs in between

You've been killing me softly And finally, the pain is too much Oh And I'm all out of whiskey To soak up the damage you've done Oh It's there is anything I'm guilty or of It's loving you too much If anybody asked how we died Call it suicide Don't fabricate Just tell them, baby It was suicide Don't sugarcoat it, just let them know..... Ahhhh, Call it suicide Oh... Don't fabricate (No don't fabricate it) Just tell them, baby It was suicide (It was...) Don't sugarcoat it, just let them know Ohhh...baby Just let them know Ohhh, just...heyy, hey

Draped on a jacket, changed into high heels, turned, and walked out of the bedroom. Da, da, da ...... One step, two steps, three steps ...... One step ...... Why bother being sober? Why not let her muddled, just from then on thought do not care, do not love? Two steps ...... Is it love, or is it hate? Or, love and hate?

I hate my parents. I hate I was even born. I just want to disappear. I don't see my worth. I don't see any reason to live. Why did God bring me either on this earth? I shouldn't be here. I don't deserve any of this. I'm not grateful, so He should take away my life. I'm not happy. I'm miserable. I'm lost. My tears stream all over my face as I gulp my drink. I puff my cigarette and have even finished two packs already.

“Hatred is too small a word for what I feel for your daughter. She took more than my sister that day. Death would not give justice for her crime.” ​ “I’ll break her until she’s lost every shred of hope, until she’s lifeless, like Raina.” Kabir snarled, his bloodshot eyes falling on Ziniya, now turning blue. ​ “But,” as if a switch flipped, his expression changed into a smirk. ​