Hate Being Sober Lyrics Novels & Stories

I said softly. She looked at me, then nodded. "Exactly." Cameron held his glass up again. "To the lives we leave behind." "To the ones we almost lost," Vera added. "To the ones we're still trying to find," I said. We drank again. The burn was familiar now. Easier to take.

I guess not though It's blatant disrespect, you nothin' like the *beep* I met Talk to me crazy and you quick to forget You even got me trippin', you got me lookin' in the mirror different Thinkin' I'm flawed because you inconsistent Between a rock and a hard place, the mud and the dirt It's gon' hurt me to hate you, but lovin' you's worse It all stops so abrupt, we started switchin' it up Teach me to be like you so I can not give a *beep* Free to mess with someone else, I wish these feelings could melt 'Cause you don't care about a thing except your motha*beep*' self You make me sick, *beep* We kept singing when Cardi took over us - me, no us, me - throwing some hyena-like-laughs in between

I hate my parents. I hate I was even born. I just want to disappear. I don't see my worth. I don't see any reason to live. Why did God bring me either on this earth? I shouldn't be here. I don't deserve any of this. I'm not grateful, so He should take away my life. I'm not happy. I'm miserable. I'm lost. My tears stream all over my face as I gulp my drink. I puff my cigarette and have even finished two packs already.

‘I can't tell you what it really is I can only tell you what it feels like And right now, there's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight High off her love, drunk from her hate It's like I'm huffing paint and I love her the more I suffer, I suffocate And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me She fucking hates me and I love it "Wait! Where you going?" "I'm leaving you!" "No you ain't. Come back" We're running right back Here we go again It's so insane 'cause when it's going good, it's going great I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane But when it's bad it's awful,

"You're a scoundrel, Dr. Turner! You killed your own daughter because of your mistress. Yet, you have the gall to hire us so we could ruin your wife's reputation? Do you even have a conscience, Dr. Turner?" "You're a terrible and ungrateful bitch, Suzanne Byron! The Vaughn family funded your postgraduate studies, didn't they? Yet, this is how you treat your benefactors? Sleeping with Ms. Vaughn's husband and causing their daughter's death?" "You deserve to die! Both of you deserve to go to hell!"

“What changed in you? Why did you begin to hate me?” The line went quiet for a moment, “I’ve never hated you babe, I got in a bit too far with drugs. Then we found out you were pregnant and I knew I had to get serious and take care of you guys. We stopped having fun and I guess I was mad at you but I was mostly mad at myself. I guess I was just angry I needed to let go of that lifestyle and I took it out on you. But listen Kay, I’m sober now and I’m so sorry we could have what we had. Can we please talk and I could show you?”

Hate me, hate me, tell me how you hate me Tell me how I'm trash and you could easily replace me Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily Prolly 'cause there's no one around me numbin' all my pain Prolly 'cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain Probably because you're the one playin' the mind games You hate me because I don't let you play no mind games They give me migraines and damage my brain Date me, break me, easily replace me Hopefully you see it clear, hopefully it's HD Bet you wonder why the last few months I've been spacey In your head, I sing And tell me how you hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me Erase me, 'ra

I take the beer bottle from the table and throwing it on the wall. It was not enough so I break the whole glass table with my hands that were bleeding hard. "You are fucking crazy man stop punishing yourself!! Someone call the doctor right now!!" Sam yelled and both men went outside to call the doctor. Later that day doctor arrives and started doing my bandage, Sam was not happy with my behavior so he walks outside to take fresh air and told everyone who works for me to not disturb me for a while. I wish I didn't meet her either... There's no point to think about it now everything happened already I can't change that.

“Hatred is too small a word for what I feel for your daughter. She took more than my sister that day. Death would not give justice for her crime.” ​ “I’ll break her until she’s lost every shred of hope, until she’s lifeless, like Raina.” Kabir snarled, his bloodshot eyes falling on Ziniya, now turning blue. ​ “But,” as if a switch flipped, his expression changed into a smirk. ​

This life's go no escape, Go hard until I can't see straight, Sunlight burn in' my eyes, How the fuck am I still alive? (Oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa)