Hate Being Sober Lyrics Novels & Stories

This life's go no escape, Go hard until I can't see straight, Sunlight burn in' my eyes, How the fuck am I still alive? (Oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa)

How could she, a person who grew up with a family by her side to protect, support, and embrace her whenever she's down and lonely ever understand my feeling? She has no idea that meeting her was the greatest happiness in my life. She is my hope and my savior in this lonely and pathetic world. Yet she sees me as an eyesore and beast. I know I deserved to be hated by her, I know it's the consequence of my greed and selfishness. But how could I continue living like how I used to, there's no way I'd go back to that kind of life even if I had to wipe out the entire world.

It was common knowledge who her father was a corrupt politician that dug his own grave by working for minataur. Raven's pov I saw red at Seth's words.white hot blinding rage that consumed every fiber of my being. My eyes a blood chilling red. That was a low blow talking about my family was always the one way to set me off. Luke warned me about letting my emotions getting the best of me. " you must be cool and detached not letting your enemies getting you to react' don't fear those that boast but fear the calm the calm don't need to boast because the calm already knows what there going to do".

"I'm so hot, I feel like I could die." "You don't know what you're asking of me." I mutter. "yes, yes I do." She whimpered. "I'm asking you to help me, help me ease the ache between my legs, I beg you. I know you hate me and all but do you really hate me enough to watch me suffer like thi even when you know you can help." "I don't hate you Jazz." I whispered, but she didn't seem to believe me. My eyes were hooded now and the image if her being so nerdy and desperate for me had all my senses clouded

"The man who loves to hate me." And his hatred has become my fixation, a twisted allure I'm powerless to resist.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Oerowoseo eotteokae (I’m lonely, what do I do? Miummajeo samkyeosseo (So I swallowed up even the hate) Hwanael himdo eopseo (I have no strength to get mad) Iyudo eopgo (No reason either) Maeumeul deoreopijima (So don’t taint your heart) Tarakagien ajik illeo (It’s too early to be corrupt) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

"Who wouldn't be angry with you? You insult me ​​every day for being obese." He gently held my hands. "I'm so sorry..." I didn't say a word. After all, that happened a long time ago. We shouldn't be talking about that anymore. Also, it doesn't matter to me because my stubborn heart has become my enemy.

[I hate you] END.

There's no way the world didn't know she was singing about me, about our love, about the things I'd done to her. I was proud and pissed at the same time. And that right there is one of the reasons we didn't make it. My selfishness, my immaturity, fuck this weed. It's the only drug of choice that doesn't numb me but instead brings me such clarity that it's the only time I see myself.