Novel & Cerita He Didn't Love Me Until I Left

He stood, collected his f*e, and left me drowning in silence. I sat for a long time after he was gone, the photos spread before me like evidence of a crime. Except the victim wasn’t me—it was the love I had convinced myself still bound us together. I loved her. God help me, I did. In my own flawed, twisted way, I loved her. But she had left. Not alone. Not in anger. Not even in shame. With him.

“Please, I love you. Don't leave me. Don't do this.” The silence that answered me was my final, brutal judgment. He was gone. And I was alone.

She replied. “Oh please , who loves their child and still leaves them? I doubt you even know the meaning of love. She doesn’t love me, if not she won’t have left me all by myself.” I yelled out in anger. I grew up with my dad and he wasn’t the best of dads, he never had my time and soon he left me too.

“You know, it makes me sick to my stomach that I ever loved you, to cherish once in my life. Fck, the worst thing I’ve ever done is love you, even for just a second.” After he’d said those harsh things I never thought I’d hear from his lips – the lips that had once whispered ‘I love you’ so softly, he just… left. He turned and walked away, as if I was nothing more than a piece of furniture in the room, as if all days we’d shared meant less than nothing at all. I stood there frozen, my mind going completely blank, unable to process what had just happened. ‘Loved?’ That word he said bounced around inside my head.

He’s leaving me; for what I have done, what I said. My Arry, my heart and soul, my haven; the love of my life. He’s had enough and he’s walking away from me, after all that he said he would never do. My heart stops, my anger crashes and all that is left is that desolate pain of a little girl who always needed him.

" He doesn't need to Samantha. come on my father really loves me and he told me how much he loved me everyday . So why would he lie ? " "Well I don't know , but then I think you should find out the reason why she left . if your father told you she left ,you should have asked him questions". I know that I should have asked him questions but you see I was just very angry about the situation and I never got to ask him anything. Besides he was always heartbroken. Although when he wanted to talk to me about her, I told him I wasn't interested. That's because I was so angry ,I just didn't want to hear anything about my mother that's all ".

“Promises are meant to be broken. You left me four years ago during one of the hardest moments of my life with just a sticky note to guess what you were up to. Four years is a lot of time for people to change and move on, and fortunately, I have.” He held a look of defeat as she finished making her speech. Winning her back was tougher than he had expected. “But, I still love you” he used the last weapon he could think of. “You think that would work on me again?” she gave a humorless smile at him before flipping her hair. “Guess what? I don't love you. Not now, not anytime soon.” She got up from the chair and walked over to the door, pulling it open. “You can now leave.” She stated, pointing

I didn't want him to leave; I wanted to turn around and beg him to stay, but I was powerless to do anything. ‘I have to let him go for his happiness.’ As I murmured, my lips quivered. I turned around, quickly shut the window, and slumped to the floor after a few seconds when I didn't feel his presence. I broke out in a fit of hysteria, sobbing aloud and fisting the curtains. "He abandoned me, he walked away, leaving me alone. His love for me was a mistake; it wasn't love, it was just an attraction." I howled my pain out.

He said and that hit me "I didn't want to left you but I have no choice, I hate my parents." "They're looking for you, I met them." I said to Nico "You will know how much you love that person when they went away from your life." He said "Yeah same case like me, I just realise how much I love you when you left. I idiotly put this." I looked at the ring "You shouldn't have do that, go find someone else and be happy." He said and I slapped him once again. "You're quite funny, do you think liking someone new will be that easy? Are you stupid or idiot?" I asked coldly

I heard him hum sign that he is agreeing. “The reason I left 10 years ago” I took a deep breath and close my eyes. This is it. I told myself in my mind and opened my eyes “My parents told me that I should transfer and I decline them. My reason is I don’t want to be apart from you. I always think that maybe I can be happy just to with you in that library. I never thought that I could feel that way and I never thought that it’s you who can make me that happy. I like you and I never stop liking you but I had to leave. I have to buried and forget these feelings for you” I finally let out the emotion I want to let go for a long time now.