Novel & Cerita He Didn't Love Me Until I Left

He didn't even bother letting me know why he left. This is the very last time I'm ever letting a man win over my heart. I've been heartbroken way too much and I'm tired of getting hurt. My eyes are swollen and a puddle of tears are forming. "Why N? Why? Why did you leave me? I thought you loved me. You even promised that you won't ever leave me. You know what N, FUCK YOU!" I slam my hand next to the pillow he slept with and I hear a paper crumble.

He rarely smiled at others, but he was always gentle with me. No matter what I wanted to do or eat after marriage, he'd always been patiently and lovingly there with me. It'd been seven years, and leaving him felt like losing my life. But I knew that his kindness and affection were all a lie. He was the most devoted lover but never loved me, so I had to leave. … By the time I reached the foot of the hill, the sun was rising. I looked back at the peak and recalled that he'd promised me a grand surprise at sunrise.

My best friend and her boyfriend started a couples' vlog channel together, and it recently went viral online. I immediately followed it, watching every single upload. Yet, I couldn't shake the feeling that her blurred-out boyfriend acted suspiciously like my husband. When I mentioned it to her, she just flicked my forehead. "Girl, you're so crazy in love that you see your husband everywhere! Keep this up, and I'm gonna start getting jealous!" Blushing, I rubbed my head and quickly changed the subject. That was until my husband's company retreat, where I dragged Barbara Moore along to keep me company. Out of nowhere, our flight back suffered a severe emergency. Flight attendants handed

Before he abandoned me to glorify her instead. I think of his voice. Of his "you're dramatizing," "you're too sensitive," "you're exaggerating, Gracias." I think of the first time he left me alone one evening, without warning, without apology. And me, who waited for him. Lukewarm soup in my hands. A movie already started. A life slowly fraying, that I refused to watch die. I still love him. Fuck, I love him. I love him the way one loves what destroyed us, because it's all we've ever known.

He promised me he would live and I knew he would stick to the promise. I had lost my mother at a very tender age and never experienced motherly love after that. Not just that, but he had died. I deemed him dead as well since his love for me died the moment my mother was six feet underneath. I had always bragged about how I would never shed a single tear when he died, but here I was, wailing at the top of my voice. Just when his love for me returned, just when I wanted to feel what it meant to be loved genuinely, he left me to this cruel world. He left me to the monsters in his family who wouldn't hesitate to have my head on a platter.

The honesty in his voice h‌it me harder than a‍ng⁠er ever could. “Why⁠?” I as‍ked softly. “Because the las⁠t time I let someone that cl⁠ose, sh‌e walked away‌ with everything,” he⁠ said. “And I swore I’d never let that happen aga‌in.” “Evelyn‌.” He n‌odded. “Sh‌e didn’t love‌ me. She loved what I coul‌d give her. And when I stopped b‌eing‌ her perfect s⁠tory‌, she left.”

Spent every cent he had on that tiny diamond and gave it to me anyway. He said, "We promised when we got married—no matter what, we wouldn't give up on each other. You said you'd love me forever." He must've seen something shift in my face, because his eyes lit up with hope. He pushed harder. "I never did anything unforgivable. It wasn't what you think with Vivien. I just felt bad for her, being here alone. I didn't have feelings for her. Hayley, it's not as bad as you think. Just one more chance, okay?"

We'll see the auroras, make good on every single promise…" By the end, Kyle's voice actually broke, thick with unshed tears. It was only when my heart had given up on our ten-year love that his long-overdue promises finally arrived, but they were meaningless to me by now. I refused to tether my life to a mate who had fallen out of love with me. I could never accept that he'd fallen for the person I despised most. Kyle knew my every desire, yet he gave me none of it. Even the Moon Goddess herself would stop believing in hollow vows if that was all he ever offered.

From that day onward, there was nothing between us. "I don't believe you. If that was how you felt, why didn't you tell me?." "Oh, I told you aright, but you refused to acknowledge it. How was that my concern.You remember the night I reminded you of my words to you before we started dating? remember when I reminded you that "I WILL LEAVE WHEN YOU STOP LOVING ME?" Well,that's exactly what I did. I left you in your relationship with Luna. I stopped interfering in your matters. Even when I saw the two of you making out in the seating room, it didn't bother me, I just made a sound to make you aware of my presence , to help you compose yourselves before o walked in."

I don't know why I do it ,its just become a habit now. I guess It all started when I was small you see my mother left me and my dad and she went away. My dad was soo depressed due to this ,that he spent all his time in expanding his buisness .he never had time for me ,I guess sometimes I felt that he even completely forgot about me. This incident haunts me till date ,did my mom leaves cause she did not feel loved enough,she is the reason I do not trust in love or relationships in generally I guess