How Not To Kill Yourself Novels & Stories

He scoffs. " It wasn't crazy but needed, for my own sanity. Oh and to prevent me from killing you!" I really need to leave this place before I lose it and actually kill him or make a fool of myself. " You know what? Do it." " W-what?" " Do what your mind is thinking of doing right now. Kill me, hit me or throw something at me. Do it, if it'll make you feel better." He responds, taking a step forward while I take one back.

[TCH! Little lass, Don't even think about dying. Erase those thoughts out of your brain this instant. Or else I will kill you, myself.] "HUH???!!!!" You just told me not to think about killing myself. Then on the next moment, you're saying at you will going to kill me yourself. Do you find it exciting that is why you want to try it yourself??? Are you a psycho or something???

But sometimes, Almost isn't enough. "So, I'm going to kill myself."

All I do is cause trouble to people. I tried a few times to kill myself but I was too coward to put my plan s into action and now I can’t even do that. I have to live. Someone’s life depends on me. I should have killed myself when it was possible. I wouldn’t be in this situation then. Stay strong. You will find a way. I want nothing more than to lay down and close my eyes but I can’t. Keep walking. Don’t stop. Don’t give up. Keep going.

“Why can’t you just kill me?” “Well, because you’re my mate. I love you.” -- As the warm water surrounded my body in the bath, I pulled my knees to my chest and I thought of all the ways I could kill myself in the next forty-eight hours. I could jump off of the roof? No, there was no guarantee with that. I could hang myself? But what if my neck didn’t break and someone came across me hanging there and saved me? Could I piss Alpha Ronan off enough to kill me? No, my luck was not that good.

A sure given way to help me get out of my head after the kind of day I had which I really don’t want to think about. Is it the day or a person you don’t want to think about? “Come on, Dorey,” someone at the far end of the crowd shouts my stage name, waggling his tongue at me like a dog. The lights here are positioned in such a way that it’s on me, but I can make out the woman clearly. “We’re not feeling it.” Not feeling it? What can I do about that?

“And here I am, sinking in my little pool, taking you with me. I guess we are all drowning in our little worlds, suffocating on the things we can't deal with. And you know what- whoever said we bleed the same was wrong. Everyone has their reasons and yeah, it may be red but it never means the same thing. No two people feel the same way, so how can anyone say we all hurt equally? “ I don’t dare say anything. “I’m sorry you have to hear all this.” “No, I want to. I do. “ “Just don't think was trying to kill me, please. And I'm sure Nathan wasn't trying to kill himself either with all the drugs and mindless partying. We were just running away, sometimes from ourselves. It's probably the only wa

"You do not know that, because you have never given it a try." "And what you have, you gave it a try? The first thing that you thought when you nearly had everything stripped away from you, was to k*ll yourself. You thought that Isiah would never wake up again, or that he would die in his coma. And that was the thing that you wanted to do when you thought that that was going to be the end result."

I shivered slightly before calming down and relaxing. I missed him, his touch, the kiss we shared. It felt so wrong but so right. Even Tope that would always find a way to tease him any chance she got, which was everytime. I chuckled as I remembered the day I went over to his house really soaked from head to toe. The way his eyes lingered on my chest a little longer than normal and Tope had put some sense into him. I wondered how such a sweet girl could be suffering from that kind of sickness, it broke my heart, but she never acted like she was sick. Just living life the way it was meant to be lived. While some people that weren't sick and don't have to watch what they eat, took their life,

"Damn! That's real brutal of her!" Cyrus was greatly astonished. "Most people would either choose to jump from a building, slit their wrists, or take sleeping pills when they try to take their own lives, just so that they won't die a painful death. I can't believe that she actually dared to shoot herself. She was really determined to die!"