I Can't Say Novels & Stories

No it couldn’t be “What then am I?”

I can’t go through that anymore. Not anymore.

And I no longer have the strength. ---

“Why won’t you tell me?” “It’s not that I won’t,” Darwin’s voice strained “I can’t,” Shit he can’t. He actually can’t. “You’re spelled,” I gasped.

But I can't stay any longer. Tbc…

Today can't be the engagement. No. No. No.

This cannot be it. This can not be how my life ends.

I dоn’t knоw hоw I соuld do it. Mауbе I can step іn front оf a саr when I’m оn thе street again. All I know іѕ I can’t dо thіѕ аnуmоrе. I knоw I’vе ѕаіd this a million tіmеѕ, but nоw I саn’t. Plеаѕе hеlр me. I nееd tо ѕlеер. *Day Twelve:

I can do this right I can be with all of them, I can be enough for them. "Yes"

She pulled away, noticing my reluctance to give her a response. "You didn't return any of my texts, Ariyah, what's wrong?" She scanned her eyes through me. I hated for her to walk away like Jane, without knowing the cause of my silence. I breathed heavily, not knowing what to do. I pulled my phone put and typed aggressively, ignoring her worried face. *I'm sorry but I can no longer talk to you. I have decided to be a mute for the rest of life.* I speed texted her, a little bothered by what she would say.