I Choose Darkness Jenny Lawson Novels & Stories

Well, it’s probably obvious to someone who’s been abandoned that a reminder about such an event was a trigger to a much painful breath than death. “Be prepared—” Dark’s voice was deep, groveling, as though it had been pulled from the depth of the ocean, and was echoed by a menacing tone that made it look as though two people were speaking. “—to die!” The mistress laughed as Dark charged blindly. The flames of his darkness lashing toward her as though some kind of lasso whipping in the air, but, as usual, she managed to annihilate it with a wave of her hand. She was the propagator of the Sylvania’s strength and has, thus, full immunity to it.

but she just loves to defy me. She finished. Sipped some more water... "Food was really good... I didn’t knew... You can cook this good” she said “Thank you" I said with a smile and asked her “Now tell me first ...why you are here...? “Actually I was working till late and I didn't realize that it's already so late...and then I guess doors were locked...and there were no lights...so I got scared..." “Are you scared of darkness?” I asked.

" Twirling and swirling Laughing and grinning We were dancing happily But then, suddenly Dark clouds covered us Sky was roaring We were stuck by lighting Our grinning becomes mourning I was weak Alone and innocent soul But darkness engulf me I love to live in darkness Now I am afraid of light I am a dark soul No more innocence in me I loved to rule the world Yes, now I am the queen The queen of darkness Queen of underworld The Queen Of Assassin's " **************** As Lilianah entered her office she called Josh her right hand man "Josh". her voice was calm and smooth with a hint of danger.

I stare at it longingly, realizing I wasn't planning on going anywhere. I wanted to stay there… with him. The car is filled with silence for a good while, I don’t dare to look at anyone’s face, I just keep on looking out the window, but not out the window, just at my reflection. I stare at the blood that I had unconscionably smeared all over my face, and my eyes… they were so different, the innocence was sucked from them once I pulled that trigger. Marcel was right all along, accept for I’m not the same as him, I’m worse than him. That’s why his darkness lured me in, because my darkness wanted to be freed.

**** JENNY’S POV I didn’t know where I was but a part of me knew that I should be terrified. The room was dark and there was not a single reflection of light making its way into the room. Suddenly, it became hard to breathe too and it felt like invincible hands were tightly pressing my neck with a lot of pressure, restricting the air from making through my lungs and I struggled hard while trying to breath by all means but nothing was working.

He would ruin my mood. After dinner, I went to my cabin to rest but I woke up in the middle of the night. I couldn't sleep again so I just decided to go up on the top deck and get some fresh air. I hold onto the railings and stared at the dark sea in front. Even with the moonlight, the sea is still so dark. It looks so calm on the surface but who knows what are the dangers awaiting beneath it. Even if it's dangerous, I couldn't help but adore it. I wonder how Helion will kill me? Because if I will make the choice, I rather be drowned in such a wonderful sea. Dying under waters is everyone's horror, but for me I think it's a lot more noble. After all, dying in the place you love is better.

shit, the leak is true, I have to be careful, although honestly I don't think the leak came from any of our men at least not of those in the mansion, but that's the problem I could be wrong. “Alright Jason, thanks... let him know that as soon as he finishes here I'll go to the mansion...” “sure sir...” he pauses and continues... “sir?...” “Yes, Jason?...” “Dark is not in a very good mood, I suggest you hurry up…” I start to laugh at the comment and I reply “Jason, you should know that Dark is never in the mood…” I end the call and turn to Scott who looks at me with interest

I made my voice as innocent as a newborn. “Ha! Good one, Carson. Just great.” The way she said my name sounded so intimate, and I found myself wanting her to say it again. I shook it off the craziness of my last thought. “I know you deliberately canceled.” “Why is this Joel . . .” “Joey,” she corrected. “Joey. Why is he sending you my mother's current state of mind and not me?” “Isn't it obvious? He's flipping terrified of you.” “And yet he has the balls to work with my freaking mother! A woman who is arguably insane and about a thousand times worse than the Devil himself. At this point I'm pretty sure she killed him and is running hell from Miller Inc.'s headquarters!”

My eyes fall shut, trying to keep the tears at bay. “I accepted the path of darkness for myself. I’m a vampire,” Lucas continues. “That’s what we are. That’s what’s inside of us. Darkness.” He slips one hand under me, and my heart swells in my chest. “I believed I could never be anything but dark. I let it consume me, and I told myself that’s how things were meant to be. For over a thousand years I clung onto that false truth…and then I met you.” A tear rolls down my cheek.

I felt like Pandora’s box had been opened and it was sitting in my lap, all the evil in the world spilling out around me ripping the paint off the walls and tainting the carpet. If I stayed I wanted no part in their organizations or their game of cat and mouse. I wanted only to be there for Guilia who would know nothing about this. She was happy and carefree, I will do for her what my mother did for me and keep the world bright and shiny. I think it helps those of us who look darkness in the face to see the sunshine on those we love. “All right,” I finally spoke. “I won’t tell a soul,” “I knew you wouldn’t darling,” He grinned, if he thought that meant I would play any part in this scheme he