I Feel So Alone And Empty Novels & Stories

He left and now I feel empty inside. TBC

Everything that I love is either gone or has left me shattered. Everything was dark and gloomy, suffocating me with its weight. I have no one in this world that I can call my own. The one that I thought would love and care for me is now happy in someone's arms. I feel lost and alone, consumed by a deep sense of emptiness. I don't know what I should do now; maybe I should smile at fate because tears seem to dry up in vain.

Sky I feel empty, not sad, not angry, not frustarted, it is just like someone took my heart away and closed my chest and told me to live like that I know many people had and even currently be fantasying something like that, but let me tell you it is no roses or does it makes matters better, cause the emptiness I feel is like something inside me was ripped out and never replaced, I wasn’t given no peace I haven’t spoken to Ace since that day.

I should’ve felt something, relief, love, gratitude, but all that filled the space between us now was emptiness. I walked to my study, the floor creaking faintly under my steps. The lamp on my desk cast a pale, solitary light over the papers scattered across its surface. The engagement ring box sat beside them, closed and empty. I thought the applause today would fill something in me, that it would help me make sense of everything. But all it did was leave a hollow echo that refused to fade. Every time I closed my eyes, I remembered Amber’s face when she said, “It feels like Mama.”

Did you ever have that feeling that you weren’t whole? That something or someone was missing from your life. No matter who you were with, you always felt alone. I feel like that every day of my life. I have my friends and even a boyfriend, if you can call him that, but they just aren’t filling the void that seems to surround me all the time. It’s like the other half of me is someplace else, and I’m just this casing of a body that’s walking around trying to pretend that happiness is all around me.

But all I feel is emptiness. I still don’t know what the right thing is. I just don’t know.

Sade I was feeling the loneliness. Living alone had been fun and new at first, but it quickly got old. I didn’t think I was cut out to be alone. I was bored. Every night I sat on my couch, flipping through channels and texting Trent—assuming he was able to text. I talked to myself—a lot. Probably more than was healthy. I ate alone. I did everything alone.

Cathy's gaze drifted across the faces of her former friends, and she felt a pang of despair. Her words might as well have been whispers in the wind—no one was listening. The distance between them yawned like a chasm, and for the first time since losing her mom, Cathy felt a crushing, suffocating loneliness. ‘Alone.’

When I got home that night, I felt something I thought I’d moved on from already. The waves of emptiness, siphoning from within the walls and into the voids of my apartment. Alone. I was alone, once again. No Marcus. No Cristo. No Aubrey, either. Her and Jenna were on a European tour together. Alex? I preferred her sober for such occasions. I really had no one, did I? With a sigh, I fell face first into the couch and let my heels fall to the floor. Familiar. This was all so familiar. Holly barked lightly next to me, so I reached out to pet her soft fur. So familiar, but not in a good way.

Like someone scooped out everything inside me and left nothing but empty space. Julian said we were nothing. A mistake. A phase. And maybe he's right. Maybe I was just fooling myself this entire time, thinking what we had was real. I carry my bags to the car and drive back to the empty apartment. Inside, I unoack. Put things away. Try to make the space feel like home. But it doesn't work. The apartment stays cold and empty. Just like me. I lie down on the unfamiliar bed and stare at the ceiling, feeling more alone than I ever have in my entire life.