I Hate To Admit It Novels & Stories

43 Liam “But why didn’t you say anything? Why did you let this go on for so long? Why did we waste all this time hating each other?” “I don’t know,” I admitted, his voice quiet now, almost resigned. “Maybe because it was easier to hate you than to admit what I felt. Maybe because I was too scared of what it meant, too scared of how it would change everything. But I can’t do it anymore, Alex. I can’t pretend like this isn’t happening. And I can’t keep pretending that I don’t want you.”

she finally admits, her voice trembling. "It is easy," I insist, trying to mask my own turmoil. "You just have to hate me even harder and do things to ruin me. It’ll make you feel bad," I say, even though deep down, I don’t truly want her to go through that pain. "You’re okay with me hating you?" She as "No," I replies softly, my gaze dropping to the floor. "But as long as you’re happy, I can deal with it." A heavy sigh escapes her lips. "Well, I can’t because hating you is the reason I can’t love myself." Her words strike me like a dagger, and in that moment, I realize I’ve shattered the heart that loves me so fiercely.

I have had enough. I don’t know what possessed me to say it. Maybe because I'm being forced to endure all Hannah’s merits even though it’s not even true. I have no plans except to go home and cry, and I wouldn’t go on a date even if my life depended on it. I am so over love and asshole boys. Even the cute ones with dimples and abs.

How did all that at one point change to hate? How did I let it go this far? I lean back and words slips freely from my mouth, "To be honest, I don't entirely hate your guts."

Achilles’ Point of View “I hate you. I hate you for everything you’ve done to me, to us and how you used me. I hate you Achilles and you’re unlovable.” I read the message on my phone and a deep breath left my mouth. I breathed heavily as I kept my phone down. Her words echoed in my mind. “You’re unlovable,” I whispered to myself, believing it with my heart. “Of course, I am.” I felt like I had a tear in my eyes—I didn’t know I could even cry. I hadn’t cried in a very long time and there was no reason to cry now.

He said taking back his cola. "I'm not saying you shouldn't hate me... I'm saying...you shouldn't hate yourself, you have the right to hate whoever you want, I'm not stopping you but hating yourself...is something. You shouldn't allow hate to do to you" I explained. "Hmm, are you hating yourself?" He asked all of a sudden. "I...I...donno" I stuttered not too sure...but I'm actually sure I am, I hate myself for not protecting Adrian.

I’d been staring at my phone for two hours and seventeen minutes. I knew because the minutes kept changing on the clock. Like they do. Every minute. Every fucking long and annoyingly indecisive minute. It shouldn’t be hard to pick up the phone and dial his number. It shouldn’t be hard for me to apologize for being a dick, but it is. It is because it means admitting that I was wrong. And fuck, I hate being wrong. Much less admitting it.

I had a crush on Colton Hastings, a huge, massive, undeniable, implausible, painful, unconditional, and irrevocable crush. I am so fucking screwed. Yet despite the unfortunate realization, I found myself whispering to him. "I still hate you." ~~~ Don't you hate it when you have a crush?

“Once in college, Damen and his lab partner went out on a date.” “What no! Stop!” He tried to stop her. “The girl was allergic to sunflower seeds. She didn't know it at that point. She had a severe attack after having only one bite from her salad. He got so scared. He thought she was dying, and he almost started crying.” She said between fits of laughter. “What?” Penelope laughed. Damen was so embarrassed. He covered his face with his hands. “I hate you. I hate you so much.” He shook his head. “Ah! It's fine we are all friends. And friends should know about each other's embarrassing moments.” She patted her shoulder.

Brittany said as she looked at me with pout. Sounds as ridiculous as your pout! "Whatever I don't care! Let's go." I said as I wiped her lipstick that was smudge over my lips. ____________________ ~ Sometimes I just hate to love you I'm doin' time but I don't mind I'll be just fine Sometimes I just hate to love you I'm doin' time but I don't mind I'll be just fine Sometimes I just hate to love you Oh oh uh oh Oh oh uh oh Oh oh uh oh