Romans & histoires I Love So Much It Hurts

"It's okay,,," "I'm f**king sad,,I just can't get her off my mind. It's crazy but I'm really in love with her,,but now she's going to end up being like Melody if I don't give up on her,,I don't want her to get hurt just because of our silly feelings. I hate myself" Seven wipe his tears

I ask myself that question many times I can't focus on any other thing except her. "Don't blame yourself, man, " I heard my brother's voice from inside the room, "you did whatever was in your hand so don't push the subject so far she moved on so why don't you? I know it's har-". "No-" I cut him off, "I want to know why she did this to me, I loved her more than my life, and she... She can't leave me like this she has to come back or else I will do anything to get her back doesn't matter what price I have to pay for her!"

It feels like the most impossible thing to love someone who’s tied to your pain. But I do. I love him. And I wish I could ask you what to do. I miss you so much it physically hurts some days. Like I can’t catch my breath. But deep down, somewhere, I hope you’re proud of me. I’m still standing, Mom. Wobbly, messy, a little broken… but I’m here. I love you. Always. Your girl.

’ ‘So what’s our next lead? ‘No idea.’ Shrey smirks. It’s one of those faces that he makes when he’s hiding something. ‘Why that expression, Shrey?’ ‘I like what you’re doing,’ he says. He smirks again. Something’s up for sure. 15 December 2010 ‘The crushing helplessness you feel, when the person you love the most is hurt by someone else and you can’t do anything about, is one of the worst pains anyone can ever endure.’

she says, and I don't if that’s true or not. "I guess if it's meant to be then it will be." I respond. I can only hope on that sentence. I don't mean to be so cruel to him, but my heart has been hurt so many times I lost count. Mostly by him. One can only forgive so many times. Sometimes I wish I didn't love him so much then it would be easier to move on. He is like damn heroin, I'm addicted to him in ways a person shouldn't be addicted to heroin.

" Why trouble yourself" "Because I love you and I am serious about it". LOVE is a positive word- a happy word but why does hearing it makes my heart aches so much. All the things i imagine being in love would be are the opposite of what I felt- of what I experienced. Maybe, I just perceive love very positively that I never thought it could give sadness,pain, sorrows and regrets at the same time. I expected too much. I loved too much. I trusted too much and it hurt me so much ... but never again will I allow myself to be hurt. Never again will I allow sadness to seep through me. Never again will I allow false promises to imprison me. Never again", I said and smile bitterly.

she whimpered as Her voice cracked on the last word and she fell onto his shoulder, placing her head onto the crook of his shoulder… Don't wanna say it, but I love it when you hurt me. Don't ever change it 'cause I love it when you hurt me. Don't think I'd make it if you ever did desert me. I know I shouldn't, but I need your Love

I should've known, how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine? I just love building things up and then ✨shattering✨ it so my readers have a mental breakdown. It's what I live for, LMFAO! SORRY!! Anyways, y'all, hold on tight because this is only getting crazier.

was him pointing a gun at my forehead. I couldn't move as tears suddenly gushed out of my eyes. My heart pounced fast not for the child but something else. I stepped backward, and he threatened to shot me, it was so quick, where they waiting for us to get back. He cracked the gun and gave a wry smile, I stared at him with disbelief and hurt in my chest, that smile rekindled memories. There were a lot of questions I wanted to ask, but my tears covered it all. I couldn't say a word, and a loud sound was heard. The child in my hands shuddered, while I felt a sharp pain at my left shoulder. I could feel the blood dripping off from that side. I stood mute trying to struggle for air as the pain w

I feel so sad all of a sudden and I know it’s all about this heat season fucking with my mind, but these emotions feel too real. “ You are saying I am not…Loveable? Am I so bad? ”