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Married to my sister's husband
Am I going to die?
Oh God.
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365 Days As The Mafia's Bride
the doctor mutters behind me, and my heart breaks even more.
I moan and slide down to the ground, gripping my constricting chest.
“It is not true. I don't believe it!" I cry out.
It feels like I am dying. No, it feels like I am dead already. How will I live with such a reminder?
I shake my head, still doubting, still believing he is alive.
"I told you, didn't I?” A voice speaks up behind me, and I freeze, drowning in pain, agony, and anger.
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You rejected your Luna: One Chance is all you Get.
I was told to stand straight, to smile, to look the part of a proud Alpha-to-be.
But all I could think about was dying.
Not in the melodramatic sense. Not the kind of dying where you hope someone will come to save you at the last moment. I mean the quiet kind. The kind where you know you won’t make it out of the night alive, and there’s nothing you can do but wait.
Because if Selena did know what I knew… then I was already dead.
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SHE SIGNED THE DIVORCE NOW SHE REGRETS
Too tight.
“O-oh God.” Realizing I was experiencing my seizure again. My heart raced.
And then I realized I hadn't only lost the will power to do anything. But I think I've also lost the will power to live.
I dragged in a breath. Forcing the air to spread in my lungs. The act was hard, forced and my throat scrapped.
My throat thinned out of air.
“Xurion, I'm dying,” I whispered raggedly.
My eyes soiled with tears again.
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Bonded to the Bastard: My Rejection, His Obsession
It was a perfect, beautiful day.
But as I opened my mouth to breathe, nothing happened. There was no oxygen in this beautiful world. My heart gave one final, sluggish thump.
I stared up at the sun, watching the light flicker. I was so tired of dying. Over and over, I had woken up only to feel the life leave me again.
"Please," I croaked, though no sound came out. "Just let it be over."
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Her Obsession
Money always talks and I have more than enough right now.
My strength was beginning to ebb; my poundings came at longer intervals; my feet beat the painstakingly slow rhythm of a burial march. I drew in ragged breath after another, inviting the foul fingers back into my throat again and again – a demented adult film of sickening proportions.
A squeak from rusty hinges; someone was coming in – or going out, I realized. They were leaving him there to die of hunger and thirst.
No! No, no, no, no!
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Love In The Dark
For now, let's wait for my death.
Will this just end already. I'm exhausted. I'm dying and I know it. I drowning and It hurts. It's like I'm waiting for my own end. Will it just end already.
This is it. I know it. This is the end of me, there's no saving me, not anymore. So be it. I'm going to die, I accept it. I have no choice anyway, so let it be. Just let it be over quickly, I don't want to linger.
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The Red Wolf
Unable to believe what I've heard, unwanting to accept it, I hear my name cried back, full of pain and sorrow but alive.
"Chilli!" My heart skips a beat, fucking hell I thought he was dead. He is alive, for now. And now I'm dead, now Pauline is going to make me pay for this, I am so dead.
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My Ruthless Kidnapper
They were human, men I'd known for days, men who had once been filled with life and power, but now, they were nothing.
I think I was in shock. If I'd been myself, I'd be hiding from Finn. But I was too broken.
By the time Finn knocked on the doorframe and peeked inside, I hadn't moved. I was still in the same place, still dirty, still shattered.
People believe death happens when you stop breathing when your eyes close for good. But the truth is, not everyone who dies lies in a grave. Even an eighteen-year-old girl in the bathroom of a ruthless murderer who kidnapped her and swore to keep her alive can be dying inside, every second of her life slipping away, and no one knows.
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I'll Take This Pain
I was dying.
I am dying.
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Frequently Asked Questions
Ever stumbled upon a phrase that lingers in your mind like an unsolved riddle? 'I killed myself but I did not die' feels like one of those cryptic lines you'd find in a psychological thriller or a deeply symbolic poem. It could be a metaphor for self-destruction without actual death—like shedding an old identity or enduring emotional turmoil that leaves you feeling hollow yet alive. I’ve seen similar themes in works like 'The Bell Jar,' where the protagonist grapples with existential despair but survives it.
Alternatively, it might hint at a supernatural twist, like in stories where characters attempt suicide but are cursed to live endlessly. The ambiguity is what makes it haunting; it invites you to unravel layers of meaning, whether psychological, philosophical, or fantastical. It’s the kind of line that stays with you, gnawing at your curiosity.
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