I'm Alive But Im Actually Dying

When Nathan comes to pick me up on the day of the wedding, he loses his footing and falls down a flight of stairs that's several feet high. He's not badly injured, but he bumps his head on the steps and ends up with jumbled memories. He mistakenly thinks that I am his first love, who had once hurt him. He reacts violently whenever he sees me. At this time, I found out that I am pregnant. The doctor says that the good news might be able to awaken his memories partially. I rush off to find him, holding the medical report. However, I accidentally overhear the conversation between him and his friends. "Nate is always full of ideas. Now he's even claiming that his memories are jumbled up! As long as you don't get bored, Olivia will never be able to force you to get married." "Don't spout nonsense. I do love Liv, and she's the only one that I'll ever love. I'll just have fun for half a month more before I settle down and get married." "Half a month? That isn't even enough time to flirt with all the female models at the club. Can you really be satisfied with that?" Nathan's expression turns cold as he snaps, "I'm not an irresponsible jerk. Liv and I have been together for so many years. "I'm definitely going to marry her. Call someone now! I want the one from yesterday with a tiny waist and a big bottom. It excites me to look at her!" Trembling, I tear up the notice from the hospital and turn to leave.

Zoe is a teenager who believed her life only revolves inside a small village. Her life is the worst, she said. Then her curiosity to the outside world made her escape from her comfort zone. Along to her sweet adventure is a young man that will change her life. A young man that will give her a reason to continue and pursue her dreams.

Aquila Etienne never expected that the fairy tales about werewolves that she often heard from her grandmother when she was a child were not mere fabrications. Werewolves did exist, and Enne was a part of them. Altair Enzo was the leader of the werewolves, an Alpha who awaited the arrival of his mate as prophesied by the werewolf community. According to their beliefs, his mate would be a descendant of the Moon Goddess who would bring peace to their kind. As Enne struggled to come to terms with her true identity as a werewolf, she found herself caught between Altair—the strongest alpha—and Andhara, a determined rogue.

Zara seorang gadis muda yang menyandang Gelar Dr. Di usia muda. Setelah kelulusannya dari Universitas London, Zara diminta pulang kembali ke Indonesia oleh sang Ayah yang justru sudah menyiapkan pernikahan dengan seorang Pria dari keluarga ternama. Dia pikir keputusannya tepa untuk menerima lamaran itu, namun ketika jelas tahu bahwa diantara mereka hanyalah sebuah hubungan yang dilandasi kesepakatan bahwa Zara harus memberikan penerus untuk keluarga itu. Sampai badai itu terjadi membuat Zara harus memilih melanjutkan hidup tanpa anaknya atau bertahan untuk anak yang tidak memilih dirinya, namun justru memilih untuk hidup dengan gemilang Harta yang disediakan keluarga ayahnya untuk dirinya. Membuat anak Zara memutuskan memilih sang ayah dari pada ibunya sendiri. Bagaimana Zara harus menjalani hidupnya?

Everything has changed in one year; only one year has changed. She has suffered a lot, and now she meets the bad boy who will make her come back to life again, but hey, he doesn't know her secret. ... "Of course, my dear...but your two brothers will go with you," my mother said, then my eyes widened in astonishment. "But..." I said, trying to block her decision. "No, but..." Mom said insistently. "This is going to be the worst party ever," I said in my mind. "It's party time, little sister," Cole said with a smile, holding Jia. "Kill me now," I said in my mind with displeasure. What will happen at the party? Will you be there?

Tentang kehidupanku di masa depan. Tentang kehidupan kalian di masa kini. Tentang kehidupan mereka di masa lalu. Tentang cinta, sakit, perlawanan, pertarungan, juga teknologi, dan ilmu pengetahuan. Tentang pengorbanan, juga tawa, dan air mata. Kalian akan dibawa dalam kehidupan dengan dimensi baru, juga suasana penuh ketegangan dalam perlawanan. Aku adalah Ren, manusia yang dirancang sebagai Cyborg. Ikuti kisahku dan jadilah temanku. Kalian akan kuajak berkeliling dalam dunia dimensi baru.

It's been a rollercoaster ride for Cooper. From being a player, to becoming a one-woman man and to being a first-rate gigolo, and eventually living his life like a bargain-basement rubbish. He felt that way, opposite to what other people see in him as someone who has everything on his reach; fame, wealth, and looks that anyone would kill for. But he was empty inside. He has nothing. He lost everything because he made a wrong choice. If only he could turn back time. He could have protected Zyon as what he promised to her. Yes, he could have but he was not able to as he was the reason of her heartbreak. And now, he is paying the price of his unwise decision, a price that he thought he could afford but he knows he couldn't. Zyon has been coping up with everything she had been through pretty well. With a very nice job she is very passionate about, spending all her time for it, making a huge name for herself internationally, somehow helped her big time with escaping her sorrows. Going back to Philippines was not on her choices as of the moment. She still wants to achieve more and armored herself with invincible success so she can win the battle when the right time comes. Kapag hiningi ng pagkakataon, wala siyang magawa but for now she is still enjoying everything she can grasp and won't allow bad memories to haunt her. She wouldn't! But as she set her foot back in the country, memories came flooding in for both Cooper and Zyon. Will their paths cross again? Will they give their past a final closure? Or will they be able to revive what happened before and give it a new twist with a happy ending?

~Luna anindira putri~ "Jika dikehidupan nyata aku tidak bisa bahagia,Maka biarkan sekali saja aku bahagia dengan dunia khayalan ku sendiri". ~Galang wijaya pratama~ "Bersenang - senang lah anggap saja hari ini adalah hari dimana kau akan bahagia dan tidak ada lagi yang mengangumu".

WARNING ️: this book may contain steamy and sexual content Which is strictly not for kids under 18. "Nathaan....." I screamed as I felt his huge cap at the entrance of my womanhood. Hello didn't give a damn about me as he pressed deeper into my wet pussy. My v walls pulsated around the root of his big cock while he kept pushing inside of me. " Pleaseeee Nathan, you're hard on meeeee" I managed to speak out trying to pull his hips away from mine, rather he retracted his hip and thrusted it dick fully, deeper, stretching me wider enough to accommodate his position. Nathan is a young, handsome, famous musician who lives happily single not until he was diagnosed with a terminal illness that made him bury his life in alcohol and sex. He believes that women are created for sex only and love comes with money. Not until he met a nurse, Eva meadows who isn't moved by his wealth or fame or even his physical looks but all she wishes for is to find true love, not the kind she had with Henry— her boyfriend. Now Eva works as Nathan's personal nurse, what neither of them expects is to fall in love. Not the kind that saves you—but the kind that changes you. He taught her how to feel. She taught him how to live. Now, as time slips away, they must face one impossible truth: Can you really learn to live… when you’re running out of time to love?

Aku takut keramaian. Satu kata yang membuatku nyaman adalah 'menyendiri'. Suatu keadaan telah memberi trauma mendalam kepada hati ini. Penyesalan tak kunjung usai terus mengusik pikiran hingga aku mengurung diri.