Romans & histoires I'm Gonna Love You Until You Hate Me

"You have every right to be angry. Believe me, I hate myself and my family for what we all did to you." Oh Jake, I hate your family and if I could hate you it would make things so much easier, instead I still love you. I don't want to love you. No matter how hard I am trying not to love you, it's impossible. Grams would hate me for loving you, that's one of the reasons I can't give in, but gosh I love you with all my soul Jake. Something I will never be able to tell you though. A song from Nickleback comes straight to my mind, ....trying not to love you, only makes me love you more....

He is my soul, my everything, without whom I won’t be alive. Please don’t hate him because of me. He never came in between us. When you fall in love, Aashi, you will understand the fear of losing a loved one is greater than the fear of losing your life. You will go to any extent to keep that smile intact on their face even though you are dying inside bit by bit.

I wanted Loli and my mother to know for sure that I would be near be with Loli no matter what they planned. “I have no wife. I only have one person in this world that I love, and that’s you. I said I’ll come back for you. No matter what stands in my way, I will take it down just to have you back in my life.” I said, giving my mother and Loli a hard and determined look. Yes. I was determined to do anything to be with her. Even if I had to force her

Austin's voice was filled with conviction, his words painting a picture of a future filled with love and devotion. Austin's voice resonated through the airport, laced with emotion and determination. "I'm an idiot, Sara, for not realizing my feelings sooner. But I promise to spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I'll always respect you, cherish you, and put your needs before mine."

I hate crying. “I don’t like it,” I whisper. “I don’t like anyone near you. I don’t like anyone calling you theirs. Because every time they do… it feels like something is being stolen from me.” The words rush out now. Messy. Raw. “I know it’s stupid. I know we’re supposed to be ‘family.’ I know none of this makes sense. But I can’t stop it. I can’t stop wanting you. And I hate myself for it.” There.

“Call him. Tell him to bring the rest. Or I’ll kill you right now.” He shoved the phone into my bound hands. I almost laughed. Like Kaelen would answer now. But he did. His voice was cold, clipped. Detached. I hesitated. “Hey. It’s me. They’re asking when you’ll be back with the other billion.” Silence. Then the line went dead. I handed the phone back. “He hung up.” The man’s grin returned, even sharper. “He really hates you, huh?”

I'm listening to my favourite song now I hate everything about you by three days grace Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you? I catch myself screaming the lyrics not minding if anybody is in the bathroom I hate everything about you Why do I love you? Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you I hate You hate I hat

maybe finding something which she never find in my eyes not because she is the girl I hate the most but because of the mess I am in. I am not a good man, I never am. she is right I am a monster dressed in a good reputation. A monster who destroys her , every part of her that she is hiding , every part that she don't want to break. She doesn't know that I am planning to ruin her dad fully because if she gets to know that she is never looking at me the way she is looking at me right now. “ I think we should go,” I said ….

I said honestly I hate you Andrew.. I really hate you

Is that why it hurts so much I hate him I hate him with all my strength