I Think I Am Alone Now の小説・ストーリー

I felt so lonely. This is the sign that I'm really alone in this world. There's a few that treat me good and accept me, but I'm still lonely. I'm still on my own. Bullet, I need you. Please wake me up to this nightmare and whisper to my ears that all she said was just a lie. I'm begging…

I just felt small. Small, and breakable, and so very, very alone.

I just let him look at it. He must be thinking I am really crazy now. Well, I am. I am so fucking crazy right now. Living alone here makes me fucking crazy because of all the realizations that come to my mind. I sighed and look at him. “It is not too deep, Lester. Don’t worry about it.”

I was hopeless again. I was left alone. AGAIN.

ELIAS …. Third stupid year started some weeks ago, and men! I feel on top of the world, cause not only would I be out of the fucking hellhole soon, but also because of the fact that am all alone, just like how I like it. Alone? Why on earth would anyone like to be alone? To give a brief flashback, let me take you back to my pathetic damn sad story.

Never again. Never again I will let anyone get close to me unless I want to. No more, let’s try and see if it works shit! Probably I am supposed to be alone. I think to myself with a strange sense of angst. Little did I know someone was there for me too.

This is my life now full of rejection, abandonment, and heartache. And the worst part? I'm all alone.

He'd given in to the only choice that he felt that he'd had. And now, here I am. All alone.

“I don’t need to hear your voice to know that I’m not alone.”