Novel & Cerita I Think I Am Alone Now

Or maybe, just maybe, it’s the idea that I don’t have to do this alone. For now, I’ll take it.

I don’t even know what. "I don’t even know why I’m here," I say quietly. My voice barely makes a sound. "I guess…. I guess I thought I could do this alone. Try to be strong without you." I let out a humorless laugh, shaking my head. "But I can’t." The words hang in the air, settling over me like a weight.

I just want to be left the fuck alone. But the truth is, I’m already in it. And I’m not getting out. Not now. Not after everything.

I can’t breathe. It’s too much. This pain… this doesn’t feel right. Logan and Brie… they’re not here, wherever we are. I’m alone. I’m alone–and I’m trapped. The stars fade into darkness again. The quiet kind.

Caleb I'm so alone, despite being among familiar faces who mean well, I'm desolate and bereft. Not even whole, just the shadow of a broken man whose soul is dying. In the heart of my own personal storm, I see nothing but a vortex of dark monochromatic clouds circling overhead. My mind is a tornado of plagued thoughts, taunting whispers, mocking laughter, ridiculing me for living with a fool’s hope.

Like I just lost someone. I was close. I was so damn sure. But now I'm alone. With no hope. The light at the end of the tunnel no longer shines bright. Why me?

It's like I need to lock myself in my room too. It seems like everyone is just coming back. All the pain is coming back to me now and it only gets worse every time I think of Logan. "I-I'm so tired" I was just here in my room crying And as always... 'I feel alone'

I was on my own. The End

Leaving me all alone. Wondering what I did to deserve this.

I don’t need anyone. Just this moment. Just this fire. Just me. And I dance. Alone. Fierce. Unapologetic.