Novel & Cerita I Wish That I Could Wake Up With Amnesia

he hugged her while he was kissing her, if his kisses and hug could only erase those bad memories she had with him. However, it was deeply embedded in her mind. How could she forget what she saw in the hospital? Jade wished she would have selective amnesia and forget all her bad memories and retain only that which was good.

“I wasn’t like this since—“ I stopped saying what was about to come out of my mouth. I didn’t know who I was, and I wanted to say that I was never like this since I was birthed. I never cared for anyone! But I stopped talking the instant I remembered that I suffered amnesia and might not remember if I actually had a forgotten chapter in my life. I knew that I had never done anything wrong in the past, but what must I have done to make anybody want to kill me? I just stared off into space and looked at the wall opposite me.

“I’m not sure. I wish I could remember my real name.” “Give it time.” “You seem so sure of that.” “I am, but until then, we need to discuss what you should do until your memory returns.” “What do you mean?” “Well, we have cleared you for the most part. We can’t find anything wrong with you.” “But I can’t remember anything about myself.” “As we told you before, that’s because you have Retrograde Amnesia. With this condition, your memories can resurface at any time.” “Or never.” “It does you no good to think that way.”

I wanted to forget everything. If only I could wake up one day and realize I had amnesia, maybe then I could finally erase what I felt for Leandro. Maybe my chest would no longer ache every time I remembered him. But no matter how much I tried, my body, my entire system. Still sought him out like a compass stubbornly pointing north.

Memories. Memories. Something that I wish I had a lot. Memories. Memories. Memories. Something that I wish I can treasure for the rest of my life. Memories. Memories. Memories. Vague and uncertain. Memories. Memories. Memories. I remember a few vague memories from my childhood probably because of the accident that caused me to forget about my past and who I was. It felt like I was alive but I wasn't actually really living at all knowing the fact that I didn't know who I was and where I came from.

He kissed me on the cheek and left. "Are you really okay? Why did you cry? That jerk did something right?" Peggy is still mad so I sighed deeply and took the courage to talk. "Can you three hear me out?" The three exchanged glances and nodded. "You know, before I entered high school, I had an accident. They said I was in a coma for 6 months. When I woke up, I can't remember what happened. My parents and my siblings didn't want to talk about it either. I can remember some of my memories before the accident but not all of them. I also forgot some of the people I have interacted with before. They said it's selective amnesia. The doctors said it was me who locked those memories. I tried so hard

I just want to experience a normal life, away from the crown and the responsibilities attached to it. I woke up in the middle of the night running after my heavy breathing, I checked the time and it is still past one o’clock in the morning. I trembled in fear, my body sweated a lot. I just had a nightmare. Not really a nightmare but it was a memory from my past, the night when the accident took place. I do not actually remember everything clearly, as of now; I have been trying my best to regain some memories of that particular time. I may not have amnesia or totally lost my memories but the incident is as blurred as muddy water.

’ I can feel his sadness like a brick just hit me in the chest. “I was in a battle. I nearly lost my life. When I woke up the doctor said I have dissociative amnesia. I have no memory of my past. I remember how to do basic things that have become natural. Walking, talking, feeding, bathing and some light cooking. I have a lot of instincts that seem to take over when I don’t understand a situation. Like right now. I don’t know you and I’m very confused by your sudden presence but instinctively, I feel very close to you. It’s like you’re a long lost friend that I get to meet again.” ‘That feels a little better.’ His voice has a touch more optimism than a few minutes ago.

A smile crosses my lips as I imagine the kind of naughty and not-so-naughty things would get into to pass the time. The heat clawing up my skin makes me feel like giving myself to him, but even I know he might not be okay with me like this. I hate the guilt of disappointing him when I don’t recall the time we spent together and the moment we fell in love or, worse, some critical matters like what if he has allergies, and I almost kill him because I forgot them? Are those with amnesia permitted to date and get married without critical information? The nurse pushes the wheelchair toward the left path, and the sound of the water splashing from the fountain, coupled with the breeze carrying the

Not verbally anyway, and the amnesia stunt meant she couldn't really answer any questions, slick. "I'm not quite sure what to say to you since I don't know you. I'm not sure how I can be of any help to you. You don't remember anything at all from your past?" "No it's all a blank. I just remember waking up here and when I try to remember anything else I get these blinding headaches, so I don't try too hard to I'm sorry."