Romans & histoires If I Close My Eyes Forever Lyrics Meaning

And I am not looking for a savior. I close my eyes. Crack eighty-four. The Wildcard is tamed. One down. Two to go.

But my body won’t listen anymore. A yawn slips out before I can stop it. My eyes grow heavy. I try to open them again, but they don’t stay. Everything feels distant now. Slower. Then my eyes close fully. And just like that, everything goes dark.

These words are quite painful. "I am lost into the unknown, defeated by a myriad "what ifs" roaring in my mind. I opened my eyes but saw nothing. There was no way out. I am trapped in that abyss with nothing but complete darkness. I choose to shut my eyes. Why? Because when my eyes were closed, I could picture you out of my head. If my eyes were opened wide, I only saw how pathetic I am, helpless in this emptiness. My lady, will I be able to hold your hand again before my fading chapters? My sunshine, I am longing for you. Where are you?"

Don’t know how much longer we have sat on that chair, my tears long dried. Forget everything we did wrong 'Cause you've been the one You know this will never change But every day, I still wait for you No, I don't want this to be true This beautiful disaster is you 'Cause you've been the one You know this will never change But every day, I still wait for you I closed my eyes. He smelled same, heavenly. He smells like he had a lot to drink. I finally pulled away from him and looked above to see his beautiful ocean blue eyes, the song completely forgotten.

"I open up your eyes and see the rules are there to set us free you keep on chasing but the world won't let you be they break you now but you're still here this light inside won't disappear believe that your love is meant for something real" Glaiza winked at me, my eyes widened and my heart started to beat faster than usual. Jesus! Glaiza! You're making me crazy! "And everytime you feel the fall we get back up, we face, we roll disguised in blackness fate anew the sun will rise to wash it through together we can see it coming the colours of once wilted end

I’ll go to Steph first. I was about to take a step, when... /If someday your feet can't touch the ground If someday your arms can't feel my touch/ I heard a familiar voice from the stage. That voice... /If someday your eyes can't see my face I'll carry you be there for you any time of day/ I immediately looked at the stage and... /Forever is a long time but I keep my words that I save to you Together we can go far as long as I'm with you/

Because I know that I shouldn't, it is not good for me. Hm, we keep this love in this photograph We made these memories for ourselves Where our eyes are never closing Hearts were never broken And time's forever frozen still So you can keep me Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home. My eyes were closed, it looks like he want to say something? And what's with the emotions in his voice was breathtaking, perfect! In fact beyond perfection, the rhythm he was playing on guitar was something else.

I closed my eyes back and mumbled “And I, you.” This is our forever new beginning…

and make my way towards the piano and start with the song. I play some tunes marking the beginning of the Song and then close my eyes to help with the nerves and to prevent me form breaking down and start singing. Take your eyes off of me so I can leave I'm far too ashamed to do it with you watching me This is never ending, we have been here before But I can't stay this time not 'cause I don't love you anymore. Please, stay where you are Don't come any closer Don't try to change my mind I'm being cruel to be kind.