If Only I Had Told Her Novels & Stories

I саn’t іmаgіnе mу life bасk іn Iowa wіthоut her and untіl уеѕtеrdау, I thought ѕhе felt thе ѕаmе wау. Thеrе аrе ѕо mаnу thіngѕ I rеаlіzе ѕhе didn’t tеll mе, and nоw I’m аnnоуеd. Fоr starters, who ѕhе wаѕ аvоіdіng; аnd why she wаѕ lооkіng for рlасеѕ in Nеw Yоrk and dіdn’t tеll mе a dаmn thіng? Thіѕ іѕ bіg.

I саn’t іmаgіnе mу life bасk іn Iowa wіthоut her and untіl уеѕtеrdау, I thought ѕhе felt thе ѕаmе wау. Thеrе аrе ѕо mаnу thіngѕ I rеаlіzе ѕhе didn’t tеll mе, and nоw I’m аnnоуеd. Fоr starters, who ѕhе wаѕ аvоіdіng; аnd why she wаѕ lооkіng for рlасеѕ in Nеw Yоrk and dіdn’t tеll mе a dаmn thіng? Thіѕ іѕ bіg.

I wished I knew, then I wouldn’t be so confused. “If I knew something like this would happen. I would have told you everything I knew.” That made me want to punch her. But she was too cute and fluffy for that. And my hand would probably go right through her. “I don’t think you would have told me anything, you wouldn’t tell me about Vivian even though you knew everything.”

she said. "I was going to tell you—" "Four people told me before you got home," she said. Not accusing. Just stating it. The way she stated things, clearly, without decoration, which meant there was nowhere to hide in the sentence. "I know," I said. "I should have texted you from the bar."

she said out loud " Yea... none of it would have happened, but then it already did......I raised my son all by myself without the support of my family... just me and two of my friends " tears rolled down my face as I spoke. I wanted to tell her about Aiden and his granddaughter but I decided against it. The reason why I couldn't tell dad about it was still very much valid. I didn't want any form of issue with the Hart's family, things were better off this way.

I told her. "I knew you would say that." She said with a sad smile as she placed her hands over mine. " Which is why I didn't tell you how I felt, but I knew it was my fault and I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if anything happened to him. But he's back now and I couldn't be happier." She continued.

I told her as she used the pressed the pointed heel on my feet. It felt as if my bones were breaking, I wanted to strangle her badly but I couldn't. "I bet that feeling must be good." She commented as she removing her heels. "I think you need to know about how I came out with the great plan." She said to me as I furrowed my brows. Who told her I wanted to know about it? I am not interested. "First of all the I planted a spy." She said as she bursted into laugher.

If she had told me, if I knew… No guilt was written in her face. She stood up straight, and though she was shorter than me, it felt like she towered instead. Her pitiful gaze lessened into something more chastising. “If I had told you then, would you have listened? You, who have distanced yourself from others and merely trust your own intuition. And even when your instincts knew what you refused to realize, you still resisted it, rejecting it until you couldn't. If I had told you the truth whilst you couldn't even bring yourself to discover it, would you have accepted it?"

I told him honestly. “ These are all honest reasons, Did you tell her how you feel?” He asks. Laughing “ I was a fool when she told me I didn't have time to tell her anything” Slapping me on the back “ Now you got plenty of time to talk to her and stop worry about things you can't control “

Cold in the way mothers were trained to raise heirs, not sons. He had once asked her why she never said “I love you.” She had told him that actions spoke louder than words. She thought she'd proven it with every opportunity she'd handed him on a platinum platter. But now? Now that he was possibly gone? The tea in her hand trembled slightly. She gritted her teeth. “I should’ve told him,” she whispered to herself.