If Only I Had Told Her Novels & Stories

I саn’t іmаgіnе mу life bасk іn Iowa wіthоut her and untіl уеѕtеrdау, I thought ѕhе felt thе ѕаmе wау. Thеrе аrе ѕо mаnу thіngѕ I rеаlіzе ѕhе didn’t tеll mе, and nоw I’m аnnоуеd. Fоr starters, who ѕhе wаѕ аvоіdіng; аnd why she wаѕ lооkіng for рlасеѕ in Nеw Yоrk and dіdn’t tеll mе a dаmn thіng? Thіѕ іѕ bіg.

She said struggling to find the right word but not finding it. I thought for a moment, should I tell her? She has done so much for me. There isn't a reason not to tell her. Besides, there's not really anyone she could tell. She said it herself that there isn't anyone else in these woods. I gave her a gentle smile, "I'm going to tell you but please do not treat me any different than now?" I asked her kindly bit sternly.

I саn’t іmаgіnе mу life bасk іn Iowa wіthоut her and untіl уеѕtеrdау, I thought ѕhе felt thе ѕаmе wау. Thеrе аrе ѕо mаnу thіngѕ I rеаlіzе ѕhе didn’t tеll mе, and nоw I’m аnnоуеd. Fоr starters, who ѕhе wаѕ аvоіdіng; аnd why she wаѕ lооkіng for рlасеѕ in Nеw Yоrk and dіdn’t tеll mе a dаmn thіng? Thіѕ іѕ bіg.

I said in a sad tone. I am full of regrets now. I wish that that moment I found out that I loved her, I would have told her about my feelings so that it wouldn't have come to this.

I wanted to tell her that I knew who she was and thank her for being the one person who gave me a better life. I wanted to tell her about dad, that he lost all the memories of her, the memories that he buried inside of him, the ones that ran him so insane that he hated me for taking her away. Most of all, I wanted to tell her I loved her and that I never for one day forgot about her. And I did tell her, after which a deep breath escaped my lips. The tears seized and a smile crept to my lips because I was sure she heard everything that I told her, I’ve been convinced since I was young she did.

I regretted telling her this, she began to rant and abuse me. "Do you know that you are the worst person I've ever met on earth? I wished I didn't come across such a scammer like you!" Her sudden explosion upon passing the information to her surprised me, I stood there shocked and flabbergasted. I didn't know what to do at the moment, then when I found the strength to talk, I sought to let her know I had no role in this.

“Yeah and she's destructed by it” “Well sooner or later she was bound to find out” “It wasn't me that told her about it, she heard it from someone else.” He added “Now that's the bad part, why didn't you tell her?” “I just couldn't bring myself to, I felt she was weak and fragile and if I told her she would crumble and her world will fall apart” he said filled with regrets.

“What are you talking about?” “That’s really all I can tell you. I don’t even know how I knew. You told me we had to win, and it just clicked, like the knowledge of what we could do had been there all along.” She supplied, unhelpfully. “Oh, this is not good! This is so not good!” I shot back. “I don’t understand,” she pouted. “We won. How is that bad?”

The question is, in what way? "I kind of wanted to tell her," Hadley says from where she sits, looking out the window. "Just so she knows in case things go south, ya know? I don't want her to be surprised and blindsided the way I was, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I feel like if I speak the words, I give them power." The drive hasn't taken long, much shorter than I ever imagined it would. When your life hangs in the balance, life speeds up, and you're just trying not to get run over.

It was just a shame that I didn't tell her, but I didn't have any regrets. If I had told her, I probably would still be back there, and that was the last thing I wanted.