Novel & Cerita If Only I Had Told Her

The emotions she kept hidden surfaced, mingling with the sea breeze. “I didn’t ask to be the eldest, nor to carry the responsibility,” Jill cried, her vulnerability laid bare in the quiet solitude. “I just want to be happy. If only I didn’t have this family. If only he fell in love with me. Maybe, then I would be truly happy,” she uttered in solemn reflection, her words dissolving into the vastness of the ocean, unheard echoes of a longing heart. “IF ONLY”

I told her She chuckled “Im here” was all she said

I mused. She nodded agreeing to everything I said. "There is one hotel though. I forgot to tell you". I puffed my cheeks. Thinking of how to tell her. "It happened that I bought another hotel". I paused. Not knowing how to explain it to her. "Oh". That was what she said.

I саn’t іmаgіnе mу life bасk іn Iowa wіthоut her and untіl уеѕtеrdау, I thought ѕhе felt thе ѕаmе wау. Thеrе аrе ѕо mаnу thіngѕ I rеаlіzе ѕhе didn’t tеll mе, and nоw I’m аnnоуеd. Fоr starters, who ѕhе wаѕ аvоіdіng; аnd why she wаѕ lооkіng for рlасеѕ in Nеw Yоrk and dіdn’t tеll mе a dаmn thіng? Thіѕ іѕ bіg.

I саn’t іmаgіnе mу life bасk іn Iowa wіthоut her and untіl уеѕtеrdау, I thought ѕhе felt thе ѕаmе wау. Thеrе аrе ѕо mаnу thіngѕ I rеаlіzе ѕhе didn’t tеll mе, and nоw I’m аnnоуеd. Fоr starters, who ѕhе wаѕ аvоіdіng; аnd why she wаѕ lооkіng for рlасеѕ in Nеw Yоrk and dіdn’t tеll mе a dаmn thіng? Thіѕ іѕ bіg.

“Never thought I’d see the day.” “Have you told her?” I ask.

Gosh, what all have I caused unknowingly? I couldn’t utter a single word in answer to him. The truth was that I wanted to tell him many things but everything just came to me and got stuck on the tip of my tongue itself. Honesty speaking, I wanted to yell and tell him that I too loved her as much as she loved me and I will do anything and everything I could, just to give her back the love and happiness she deserved from me and the world.

Never in my wildest dreams could I have known she would have changed this much. “It’s her.” I whispered.

she said. He told her. ---

I wished I knew, then I wouldn’t be so confused. “If I knew something like this would happen. I would have told you everything I knew.” That made me want to punch her. But she was too cute and fluffy for that. And my hand would probably go right through her. “I don’t think you would have told me anything, you wouldn’t tell me about Vivian even though you knew everything.”