Novel & Cerita If Only I Had Told Her

I wasn't buying it. "You didn't?" I asked with my fatherly gaze upon her. She looked uncomfortable. "....I... I didn't tell her everything. Honest!" Oh shit. "I only told her that we talked and stuff. That's it I swear!" I've never seen her eyes show more sincerity. This I would buy.

She’s just doesn’t know it yet. Tomorrow I was going to tell her. And she was going to say “okay” in the decision voice. And we can pull that thread together.

But words that had already slipped out couldn’t be taken back. I hadn’t told her I was going to cook for Damian tonight, had I?

She has been so good to me these last days, but in my quest to keep my past as much secret, I forgot to tell her this one important detail that wouldn’t hurt much. “Inzinga,” I informed her softly. She just nodded and left.

She really couldn’t ignore what she had learned. She let out a rough sigh and placed her phone beside the pillow. She lay down and stared at the ceiling. “If only I could turn back time and be more honest with you. Maybe none of this would’ve happened, and you would still be the Langit I knew.” ** The Next Day

She said softly . " We were friends . And I had a lot of fun with you . " I admit and restrain my voice from cracking as a lump forms in my throat . Was I overthinking this ? I don't want to make any sudden decisions or judge too harshly but .. She could have told me . I would have understood and .. I would have kept her secret . I may have freaked out in the beginning and demanded to see my mother but who wouldn't have ? Eventually I would have calmed down and understood the situation but she didn't give me a chance to .

I haven't seen her at the festival that started today and I didn't see you, I told her. She said that she felt under the weather and decided to sleep it off. Maybe that's why her scent was different. I told her I was glad she was feeling better but now on to the hard part. I had to tell her my parents were in town just in case she ran into them and didn't know what to say. So I was a little hesitant to tell her at first. Her reaction wasn't what I expected, she had asked if I told anybody. I told her no "except for Nick " I said .

she said. "You didn't tell me you were coming down to the east" "Yes, yes, I know, I just have something to tell you. " "Ada, something to tell me? " I asked. Did she find out? I should have told her before she found out herself. Too late for regrets. I removed the phone from speaker and took it shakily to my ear.

She said and I left her *present* I sighed and regreting all the things I told her. She doesn't know anything about this and why am I getting mad at her? I'll talk to her tomorrow and I hope everything will be okay in time

"| wish | had told you Mandy, I regret it now. | should have broken the promise | made with your father to tell you the truth. Please believe me, | had no choice. I didn't want to break your heart" "Don't tell me you had no choice aunt Clara, you had a choice to tell your daughter that you gave birth to her. | have been such a fool to think you cared about me so much. If you did care about me like you say you do, you should have considered my plight! | told you all | have been through since father passed away, and you have been so supportive more than anyone. Now | know why you have been so good to me. Now | know why | have been