If Only I Had Told Her Novels & Stories

No one else can have her! I haven't been able to find time to tell her how I feel. She keeps shutting me down. Last night I told her I would tell her once she was feeling better, but then she ditched me this morning! How the hell am I supposed to tell her I'm in love with her if she keeps leaving me?

“Look, I'm sorry I was so tough on you. But you should have told me about it from the first day, I wouldn't have been caught off guard like that.” Yessss!I felt like letting out a shout of victory but I held it in. I wasn't about to blow my cover. I just couldn't believe my plan had worked. So I thought up something to say before I succeeded in planning any atom of doubt in her. “Uhm… babe. I was going to tell you. It was just a matter of when. I know if you knew about it, it would break your heart and that was why I had decided to send you off to go shopping as well as lock you in your room.”

I recounted what she had told me. “ No, that wasn't what I said. I said, I met him months back and I only mustered the courage now to ask him for his number. We've never talked before other than the usual greeting when he walks past me,” she sighed. Crap! I messed up the story she had told me. I honestly hope she wouldn't realize how much my attention wasn't anyway here. “ Is that so?” I rubbed the back of my neck awkwardly.

I asked, claiming ignorance whereas immediately she opened her mouth to speak, I knew where she was heading. She was quiet again for more time than necessary, which this time I am so grateful for as I was also thinking of what to tell her. “I want you to tell your mate that you are sterile”

At that moment I didn’t know if I should be honest with her and tell her that I already know about the news spreading around. “If this is about the new I*******m trend, then you don’t have anything to worry about because I've got it covered." Juliet could not hide the shock on her face when she heard what I said; she obviously was not expecting me to tell her something like that. I needed to let her know that I am very grateful to her for the moment of thinking about me.

she said. "You didn't tell me you were coming down to the east" "Yes, yes, I know, I just have something to tell you. " "Ada, something to tell me? " I asked. Did she find out? I should have told her before she found out herself. Too late for regrets. I removed the phone from speaker and took it shakily to my ear.

She knew she had to share her story with him, to help him understand that everything happens for a reason. As she began to speak, her voice quivered with a raw vulnerability. "Harry," she whispered, her words barely audible, "I want to tell you a story. A story about love, pain, and the trials that life throws our way. It's a story that I hope will ease your mind and give you solace in the darkest of times."

A lot of regrets were going through his mind. Perhaps if he had pressed further, he would have known she was not feeling fine... She had been so withdrawn for a few days ... But why didn’t she tell me , If she had, this would not have happened... We would have been at the hospital, She would have been treated .. Of could it be she didn’t tell me because we hardly talk any more. .. But at least she could have told me .. If I had called her like I usually do early morning, I could have known ....

No response of course. "If you only knew that you're not the only one who has a huge dent on their memory. I don't even know if I am Dwayne you are talking about? The accident, it's the one who destroyed me, the one who change me." I was surprise as a tear fell from my eye. "My childhood is a mess. I can't talk to someone for I don't know how to. I only caught glimpse of what happen in my past." I look at her face and sighed “If only, if only you will allow me to start a new memory with you."

Gosh, what all have I caused unknowingly? I couldn’t utter a single word in answer to him. The truth was that I wanted to tell him many things but everything just came to me and got stuck on the tip of my tongue itself. Honesty speaking, I wanted to yell and tell him that I too loved her as much as she loved me and I will do anything and everything I could, just to give her back the love and happiness she deserved from me and the world.