IF ONLY HE KNEW
Miracle Nicholas the night before i knew himsomewhere only we knowhe knew my voice day onethe truth as he knows it
"Because I don't understand what's going on with us. We used to tell each other everything, and now I feel like I'm guessing what's wrong with you every time we talk."
I opened my mouth, but nothing came out.
"You're my best friend," she said. "You're the one person I can talk to about anything. If I messed up, just tell me. I can take it."
Before I could answer, she hugged me. I stayed stiff for a second, then hugged her back.
"You're not going to lose me."
"Then why does it feel like I am?"
She said it into my shoulder, and my throat went tight. Ten minutes ago I'd been sitting on a bench with her boyfriend. I wanted to tell her everything, but there was no way to say it that wouldn't wrec