Chaotic Obsession
He needed air,water, a new
body, a new life—anything other than this crushing shame, this su#ocating weight of guilt threatening to drown him.
He lurched into the tiny, grimy kitchen, the linoleum sticky beneath his bare feet. He grabbed a chipped glass from the drainboard and ran the tap, thewater sput-tering and coughing before !nally gushing out in a lukewarm stream. He poured a glass, his hand shaking so violently that most of it sloshedonto the counter, mixing with the dust and grime. He brought the glass to his lips, but the water tasted of nothing, o#ering no solace, no escape. It tasted
like metal and misery, a perfect re"ection of the hollowness gnawing at his in-
Bab Populer