Novel & Cerita It's Been A Really Really Messed Up Week Lyrics

Elleanna turned on Weight of the World by citizen Soldier on her phone and sang along to it “Feel the weight of the world…over me tonight….if i break…if i break down this time..hope you know I tried…my mind’s such a mess..I can’t handle it…I’m at the end of my rope…I’m so sick of this…just so over it…why won’t you let me let go?…my neck is breaking..body shaking..sometimes it’s so hard to breathe..but no one sees…it follows me..I always end up..underneath…the weight of the world..I don’t like…like myself very much…despite all your kind words…can’t explain why I’m hurting myself..but it feels deserved…my mind’s such a mess..I can’t handle it..I’m at the end of my rope..I’m so sick of this..I’

Can we go back to the days our love was strong? Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong? Can somebody tell me how to get things back The way they used to be Oh, God give me a reason I’m down on bended knees “Did you call me to have a concert over the phone?” I suddenly stopped I was speechless. “Hey!”

DEAR ME Dear me, I'm confused again, Don't even know why. I'm being pressured again, Can't stand it anymore. Do this, do that. "Stay strong, don't fall. Don't fail, make me proud. Be a good child." Hammered into my head, Each and every time, Till I lose all sense of reasoning, And wander away. Dear me, am I making sense? Or just rambling like a madman? I look in the mirror,

Two more weeks passed . I was broken , broken beyond words , I had not been able to leave the house and I had been mopping my life . I felt weak , I felt like I was some kind of piece of shit and for the first time in a long while , I felt disgusted with myself . I didn’t know what I was thinking that made me mess myself up till this level , I could never have imagined that this was going to come to this level .

You know that’s not true Boy I want you bad I hate you so much But I love you oh so bad When I say I’m leaving I don’t mean it I just want you back (La la la la la la la) Tell me a way we can make this better Boy I want you back now forever (La la la la la la la) We can base it all on this week together Boy I want you back now forever” She wiped the tears off her face and changed into a jogging outfit. The sun had set and it wasn't a bad time to go jogging to clear her mind and forget all that had happened.

A look of tired sadness passed over his features and for finding a distraction he turned on the radio of the car. I'm a mess, I'm a loser I'm a hater, I'm a user I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed I don't trust no one around us I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new.. A famous song by Bebe Rexha was playing on the radio. Nicolas heard that song a few times before also. But that moment somehow he found the lyrics extremely catchy and well-written. While sighing deeply, "Definitely I am a mess."

Feelin' good, I'm feelin' great Tired of the fuckin' hate Stackin' cheese all on my plate So outside of my misery, I think I'll find A way of envisioning a better life For the rest of us, the rest of us There's hope for the rest of us, the rest of us” She thought to herself how these lyrics were so related to her life,”Okay, she keep cryin', she keep cryin' every single night Day and night, on my mind, please don't kill the vibe Oh no, I swear to God, I be in my mind Swear I wanna die, yeah, when you cross my- Said I wanna die, yuh No, I'm not alright, yuh I might start a riot I'm so fuckin' tired, yuh”

If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless ♪ I groaned trying to tune the radio to another channel. It was as if the universe was reading my mind by playing songs that made me feel worse than ever. ♪I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles, it's a very, very Mad world Mad world Mad world

“When your day is long…And the night…The night is yours alone…When you're sure you've had enough…Of this life…Well hang on…Don't let yourself go…'Cause everybody cries…And everybody hurts…Sometimes.” The regret lays thick inside my heart. It just kills me inside. Why did I have to be so fucking stupid? I messed up something perfectly good by saying the one word that we both agreed should never have happened. I skip back and play the song over and over again. I can see his truck in the driveway; he is standing next to it; it looks like he is on his phone. The pain suffocates me again; I take one big swallow of my tequila to numb it away. It's two in the afternoon, and I am wasted.

The song was starting so I had to sing. 🎵Weight of the world on your shoulders.🎵 🎵 I'll kiss your waist and ease your mind.🎵 🎵I must be favored to know you🎵 🎵I take my hands and trace your lines🎵 Eve giggled loudly and blushed. 🎵Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday Thursday, Friday, Saturday Sunday (a week).🎵 🎵Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday (a week).🎵