Novel & Cerita It's The Blank For Me

I stared at the blank page for a long moment, the pen hovering over the paper. Where did I even start?

" If you haven't play even for once, how would you know that you are not interested in it. Let me help you find your new hobbies." " I have already found my hobby and I don't need your help," I replied but not understanding his real intentions. " Are you a loser?" He suddenly asked with a serious face. " What?" " I thought that you are brave so that you could talked back to me in front of my friend and say out loud that I looked like gay but I never thought that you won't even dare to do something new."

It’s not reacting anymore. It’s choosing.

Unlock it, and the empty pages shall be filled for you to read. I stare at the words for a long time. Read them again. And again. “What does that even mean,” I mutter under my breath. Within me. Unlock it. Empty pages. I flip to the next page. Blank. The one after that. Blank. I start flipping faster now. Page after page after page, all clean, untouched, mocking me with their silence. No hidden ink. No symbols. No diagrams. Nothing. Just white paper. My grip tightens on the book until my knuckles ache.

Me three. ***

Left alone in my room, am trying to put the pieces of my life together but it doesn't fit. How could I forget everything about my home just like that, I mean it came, but now, it's all gone, am trying my best, but it feels like the more I try, the more my memories get blank. How did this happen in the first place. I've been staring blankly at the picture that took my memories from me, but nothing seems to work anymore, this is hopeless. 'Don't think about it too much, you'll get sick.' Oh, it's that voice again, well that's a healthy tip, how am not suppose to think of it when a lot has happened to me. I stand from my bed and lock the door, he must be wondering why considering how silent the

Something that shouldn't be there. A void.

and send! I wait for a response. And I wait some more. Oh, god. Okay, it’s been two minutes and thirteen seconds and nothing. Shit! Maybe I shouldn’t have sent that. I’m sweating here and about to pull my hair out when I get a reply. Blake: Baby… That’s it? BABY? Baby, what? Blake: You shouldn’t have said that. Fuck! I knew it! I should never have… Blake: I’m so hard right now, and I’m eating with my Grams!

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A pen is placed before me. This is it. No turning back now.