Novel & Cerita Kata Kata Bingung Dengan Perasaan Sendiri

Niko I'm in a state of shock, my mind swirling in a dizzying whirlpool of confusion and disbelief. I never anticipated finding myself in this situation, yet a curious sense of validation wells up within me. It's as if a deep-seated instinct reassures me that, despite being under the sway of something invisible, an anger that rules my brain, I am still firmly in control and haven't lost my grip on reality.

Nothing. To be honest, it’s more than a little disappointing. After all the excitement around me meeting my mate over the last few weeks, I’d thought… Well. Never mind. Clearly, they don’t know what to make of this. And honestly, I’m starting to feel overwhelmed myself. The room feels too loud, too crowded, every emotion brushing against me like sandpaper against my skin. Confusion, shock, curiosity, judgement, all mixing together until I can barely tell what belongs to me anymore.

explained Kate. Kate went on. "Don't feel bad about it. It's a normal feeling that comes with finding your mate. I've been in your shoes on several occasions and I've felt that way." "Really?" Kelsey mumbled. "Yes, dear. Anytime Ben left for a function or when he was away for a while, I felt crazy." Kate disclosed. She giggled. "It was so obvious that my siblings feared I was going to lose my mind." "Does he know about it? I mean was he aware of how you felt?" inquired Kelsey.

“It’s okay not to have it all figured out right away. You’ve been through a lot in a short amount of time, Kat. No one expects you to know exactly what you want right now.” I swallowed hard, feeling a lump form in my throat. “But what if I never know? What if I keep bouncing between all these feelings, these decisions? I don’t want to keep dragging everyone along while I try to sort myself out.” Dev smiled softly, reaching out to brush a stray strand of hair behind my ear. “You’re not dragging anyone along. We’re all figuring ourselves out too, in our own ways. And trust me, no one’s in a rush for you to make any decisions.”

Sitting idly with no tasks from Nathaniel, an unsettling unease lingered in the air, leaving me with nothing but the repetitive tap of the pen for company. The unusual absence of instructions from Nathaniel had raised eyebrows among my colleagues, who were accustomed to his unrelenting stream of orders, no matter how trivial. My own confusion mirrored theirs, amplifying the sense of unease that had settled over the office. I can feel what they are all feeling... all because I have experienced those before. In a moment of uncertainty, I turned to Kate for reassurance, my voice was full of emotions that churned inside me. "Do you think he holds a grudge against me?" I asked, my words quivering

His own reason was that he didn't know how. Alvaro was traumatized, although it was slowly disappearing. There was a time when it could invade Alvaro's mind. Alvaro spluttered in annoyance, hugging Kean's neck even tighter. "Where did you come from? Oh yeah, are you used to it? Or, brother, not coming home again?" "Anywhere." Kean cleared his throat for a moment. "Ordinary? I don't know; I'm confused." "Why are you confused?" Alvaro was surprised. "When you're with them, you must feel something, right?"

She doesn't know that Kate's image still haunts me, making it difficult for me to be fully with her. I took a deep breath and typed a short answer. "I'm still at the office. I'll be home later." The message is sent, but the feelings of guilt and confusion remain. That night, I sat in my office, contemplating my confused feelings. It felt as if I was at a crossroads, not knowing which path I should choose. I knew that this journey would not be easy, and that I would have to find the answers myself, regardless of what anyone else thought or felt.

If not,I am going to drown in my sorrows sooner or later. “I don't know where to start Kata.”I Confess. I don't want to sound stupid before her although I know Kata will never judge me. “Is this about Lorenzo?” she inquires and I smile in defeat. It seems like I am an open book and everyone is able to read me. “ Kata, have you ever been in a position where you feel like everything is falling apart?” Katalina raises her brows at my question. “ Did Lorenzo do or say anything to you?”she asks and I shake my head in denial.

"Mixed feelings and messed up thoughts. why am i unable to express myself. parted my lips to speak but all came out was uhhhh. i wanna know the feeling of knowing my feelings so bad. how does it feel to express yourself? why is such common thing so hard for me? why do over think and make things hard? I wanna know so bad,so bad,so bad. but can't do it, do it, do it someone please teach me, teach me , teach me wait a sec, even if someone agrees to teach this wrench. who will guarantee I can learn it. even i am afraid cuz there is no warranty to this guarantee still... wanna know so bad, so bad so bad

"Are you going to say it back?" "I'm...not sure. I think I feel the same way, but I'm scared to say it. Is it too soon? It's definitely too soon, right?" "Whenever you feel it's right, you'll know," Kate tells me. "Trust your gut." "Kate, my gut tells me something different every five minutes, it's not reliable," I tease. Kate's soft laughter makes me smile. "Then trust me, you'll know when the time is right," she assures me. "It's not like I have the experience myself, but still, I think you'll know."