Novel & Cerita Lelah Hati Ini Lelah Hidup Denganmu

Sitting for a while longer I made up an excuse to get into my room, not any longer. It was also at this moment that I realized something that 'as long as my heart is still fluttering, I just need to look at it for a long time and wish to be with me.' It has already been so long, I thought it would sink into the past, thought time would vanish, and finally discovered that it was always present in my mind. As you are always in my heart, reigning in my heart, filled with sorrow.

You are the best woman for me in this world! You suddenly appeared in my life, and this feeling so suddenly arose and developed into boundless love for you! I really understand that without you I can no longer live! I don't need anyone and nobody can replace you! My heart belongs only to you forever. Only with you, I am really happy, and only with you, I want to stay forever!

You hold my life, you hold my soul, you hold me with my everything in me. All Hearts !!

"I know I don't deserve this. And I also know it's not easy for you. But still I beg you to forgive me if you can Ruhi. I have this burden on me what seems like ages. I can't live with this burden anymore Ruhi. This is suffocating me. It is killing me every second. I know I dont have much days left with you, and before you go I want to spend these days as my normal happy days with you. Plzz just for once forgive me. After that I will never even show you my face if you want it. You can give me any punishment you want. I won't say a word. You can even take my Life and I will happily give you that. Once you will leave me, it will become useless anyways. Just release me from this heavy burden Ru

Her body felt hot and cool at the same time. "Lavender I don't have any flattery words to say. I know I have let you down not once but a lot of times. I just wish that you could give me a chance to prove to you how much I love you and how much you mean to me." "I am a d*ck and I know it has been hard on you to accept me back. But trust me without you my life is so meaningless that I don't even want to live anymore. You are the only woman who can make my heart race and my blood boil."

I asked curious. "Don't worry, we got this under control". Why should I be bothered when I would be leaving them soon? I must say I would miss everyone, especially this two that spent time with me, they just knew when I was sad, lonely, and angry. Always keeping up with my tantrums and prepare meals for me because I was lazy. I escorted out with a heavy heart after our discussion and gaze at some of my neighbors downstairs from my balcony. Thelma blew me a kiss before her mother took her away. My eyes met with that of Jimmy who smirked at me, he was typing on his laptop at his balcony. Most times neighbors mistook us as couples since we both were single but not searching. I made jest full fa

You made me to learn from the challenges and you even teach me how to conquer them. I never thought you will die on me but you did. I never thought you will keep things from me but you did. I never thought you will ever give me the pain but you did, I never thought you ill break my trust but you did but even after all this I can't hate you because my love is stronger than the hatred.

"My addiction is over, let the lady go." "Her heart didn't belong to me, so what's the point of me keeping the soulless corpse? Do you know that every night she silently cries? At that time, I really wanted to walk over to her to wipe it off. shed tears for her, but what right have I to do that. The best way is for me to let her go." "You don't love her anymore?" "She's always in my heart, but do I deserve her after all the hurt I've done. I'm afraid I won't make up for it in a lifetime."

Love is born and dies I want to immortalize your smile inside my heart, I want to send the winds to bring your scent everywhere I go, I want to exchange the colors of the rainbow for the color of your eyes, I don't need any more wealth in this world when I know that I already won your heart.