Novel & Cerita Letter To Boyfriend

I whispered, my attention shifting on the letter that was sticked to its lid. Unfolding the letter, I quickly familiarised the writing as soon as I started reading it. My dear beloved Emy, My wife, I’ll be leaving this place that we once called ‘our home’. But, I am going to leave this gift that I am about to give you for your upcoming birthday in August. Just so you’ll have a remembrance of me. I want to say sorry for all of the pain and harm that I have caused in your life. Gusto ko lang sabihin na ikaw lang parati ang pipiliin ko, kahit sa susunod na habang buhay. Ikaw at ikaw lamang, sexy bunny. You will always have a soft and special spot in my heart, my princess. You are a half of my s

Pinigilan ko ang pagngiwi at pag-irap ko at nagkibit balikat na lang. “Eh, ano naman?” tanong ko, hindi ipinapakita na naiinis ako. “May nakasulat na 'I like you a lot’.” My jaw dropped, nagulat sa sinabi niya. “What? You liar, wala namang nakasulat na ganoon!” Inagaw ko ang hawak niya habang siya ay tawa nang tawa. “Hi, River. Attend the event, okay? Magtatampo ako kapag wala ka roon!” I read it aloud just to prove there is nothing romantic in that letter.

Bigla akong nainis, kaya padabog akong tumayo at hinarap siya. “Don't blame Liam for why I'm answering you! Why don't you ask yourselves, brother? Am I not allowed to answer if I know I am right? Alam kong nasa tama ako, hindi naman masama na sumagot at ipag-tanggol ang sarili ko. Please, lubayan mona ako sa mga ganyan mo kuya, because of what you're doing we're slowly not getting ok. Don't wait for me to ignore you and get mad at you again! Stay away from my decisions in life. Just accept if Liam is my boyfriend. Is it difficult to understand and accept that?!”

Iniawang ko ang labi ko at hinayaan ang dila niyang sakupin ang loob ng bibig ko. “Ahmm…” mahina kong ungol habang nagtatagpo at nag-e-espadahan ang mga dila namin. “Thank you, doll,” he whispered between kisses. “I won’t waste the love you’re giving me. I won’t leave you. I won’t hurt you. I’ll do everything I can to be the kind of boyfriend you deserve.”

I want to focus my attention kay Papa, pati na rito sa rancho at sa palayan ni Papa. "I understand. Alam kong nahihirapan kang i-proseso ang mga nalaman mo at hindi ko naman sinasabi na pilitin mo ang sarili mong maalala ako o ang nakaraan mo. Pero sana huwag mo naman ipagkait sa akin na makasama ka. I am your boyfriend, Muffin. I know hindi mo 'yon naaalala but please, hayaan mo akong makasama ka. You don't know how much I missed you.. How much I love you." He said almost pleading. Mas lalo akong na guilty sa sinabi niya. Totoo naman ang sinabi niya. Kahit anong gawin ko, boyfriend ko pa rin siya noon bago ako napunta rito at bago ako nawalan ng alaala.

I declined the call and composed a message for them. 'Mom If you're reading this, please know that I am really sorry. I love you. I love our family but I'm choosing the man that I love. Tell dad that I love him so much and I'm sorry that I broke his heart. Please don't look for me. Masaya ako kasama si Leo. I'm hoping that someday, you can forgive me. Hug the boys for me. I'm so sorry.' I sent the text before turning off my phone. I let go of the tears that I'm holding. I will miss them.

Sa sobrang gulat at pagtataka ay hindi maiwasang tumaas ang boses ko. "I know that you are aware of my past and I already tell you our story and how much I love her. Nasabi ko na rin sa 'yo na hindi pa ko fully moved on, pero kahit gano'n ay gusto na kita. Hinihintay ko lang na maka moved on ako bago kita ligawan pero I realized na hindi ko pala kayang hintayin dumating ang time na 'yon, gusto na kitang bakuran. I want to make sure na magiging tayo. I really want to be your boyfriend so please let me court you." Bakas ang sinseridad at pagmamakaawa sa boses niya.

Tiningnan ko muna kung para kanino 'yung letter at nakasulat naman ang pangalan ko kaya binuksan ko na din agad. Unti-unting naglaho ang pagngiti ko dahil sa pag-aakalang love letter iyon pero ibang mga salita ang sumalubong sa'kin. To my sweetest Carlo, I've been watching you all this time and looks like you're having a problem with ur doggyguard, Michael. It'll be easier for me to approach you now and I'm taking this chance to have you. Please, be prepared. I love you.

Kinuha ko ang liham at dahan-dahang binuksan. Sera, I just want to write this letter to you, the love of my life. We are not on good terms, but I want you to know that I really love you. You are someone special to me, someone I cherish so much, and I want to grow old with you. You are a very pretty damsel that I want to spend the rest of my life with, and I hope that dream comes true. From Zayn. Unti-unting sumilay ang ngiti sa aking labi habang binabasa ‘yon. Pero mabilis ding nawala.

Sumilip pa ito nang bahagya sa aking screen. “I’m so envy of you, Av! May mayaman kang boyfriend and all. Well, at least I have complete family, charrrr!” Napailing na lang ako. Sanay na ako sa ugali niya, kaya hinahayaan ko na lang ang mga biro niya. I typed my message to Damon. Me: Sure, I love you too, babe <3. Pagkatapos kong ipadala ang message, ibinaba ko na ang phone ko at pumasok sa bathroom.