Sinful
I laughed at how stupid I let myself think I could change a man who had been the same way all his life, for a reason I didn't know about.
I kept on telling myself that he loved me, and all he needed was time to open up to me and let me in on all the demons he's bee in fighting, but I was wrong, very wrong. Antonio was his demon, there wasn't anything holding him back from having children, he just didn't. I never had been one to want children, but Diego changed my mind, and I thought he changed Antonio's too, with a little push from me. I guess I didn't really know the man I thought I knew. I loved him, but I didn't know him, and he never let me.