Lost And Insecure You Found Me Lyrics Novels & Stories

My eyes were bloodshot, burning with something close to obsession. I pulled out my phone and called someone. "I need a favor. Track someone down for me." Then I stood up, the pendant pressed so tight in my fist that the edge bit into my palm. I didn't let go. I was going to find her. Wherever she was. Whether she wanted to see me or not. I was going to bring her back. Even if I had to beg on my knees. Even if it took a lifetime to make it right. Layla. I'm coming. Wait for me.

I nod my head getting up from the couch following him, he opens the door for me and I step out and walk to the car opening the boot and putting my bags inside, he comes and puts his inside as well then closes the boot. I lean my head on the window as he drives to his parent's house, I'm listening to the song playing through the AUX, obviously my music because it's better than his. Brent Faiyaz, now that guy right there is the baby! 'I'd be all yours if my mind didn't wander I've got scars, from a life before you. Please don't think I'm insecure I just can't trust no one else Please don't think I'm insecure I just feel safe by myself'

No fast fixes that cost her trust. Are you safe from me or safe and scared? I typed, and hated that it had to be the first line. I’ve been careful, but care doesn’t erase teeth. Not from you, she wrote. The tight band around my ribs eased an inch. The wind sounds like footsteps and I keep seeing him in the glass. I hate this.

And I didn’t want him to. We stayed like that—his arms still wrapped around me, his body warm and solid against mine. I closed my eyes, letting myself melt into the moment, letting his heartbeat soothe me like a song only I could hear. It was steady and strong, a rhythm that calmed the storm brewing inside me. In that quiet space between us, I realized something I hadn’t wanted to admit until now. I felt safe here. Safe… and seen. For once, I wasn’t just surviving—I was being held together. He was my haven, even if neither dared to say it aloud.

One year later, "It's been a year now, babe. How are you up there? I miss you so much, my love." I wanted to tell you how I survive this year without you. I wanted to tell you that I am happy, that I am fine without you here by my side. but I can't. I am not; I couldn't. You knew you're everything I have. You knew you were my life. Not a single second I didn't think about you, my heart always longed for you. Babe... can you hear me? I... miss you so much."

He looked exhausted, as if he hadn't slept for days. I instinctively tried to shut the door. But he shoved his hand against it, knuckles straining. "Please don't close it. I just need to talk." My friends looked between us. "Mel, who's this?" "Nobody," I said through clenched teeth. I pushed harder, trying to force the door shut. He was stronger. The door wouldn't budge. "There's nothing left to say. Get off my property!" "I'm nobody?" He let out a broken laugh, eyes red. "Eight years, and I'm just some stranger now? Melissa, why did you leave without telling me? Do you know I quit my job at the firm just to track you down?"

Anna was dizzy from Lorenzo’s kiss when he suddenly said that. For a moment she felt like she was dreaming. “W what did you just say?” Lorenzo cupped her cheek, his eyes filled with tenderness and longing. “In front of you, I’ve always felt insecure. You’re like a cloud in the sky. I’m afraid a gust of wind will come and carry you away. But if we have a child together, then there will be a bond between us that can never be broken.”

Zara straightened, her expression resetting with visible effort as she pushed herself away from the counter and walked back toward her desk, each step measured, deliberate, like control could be rebuilt through movement alone. She sat down. Opened her file. Looked at the words. Read the same line twice. Three times. None of it made sense. Because the only thing her mind would hold onto The only thing it refused to let go of.... Was that message. Those two words. And the quiet, suffocating certainty that came with them. He hadn’t forgotten her. And somehow, he had found her.

My hands trembled as I clutched the phone tighter, the silence stretching between us thick with everything left unsaid—but understood. “When I was with Vanessa, she was literally family. Closer to them than I was.” He continued. His voice was casual. That stung, but honestly, I deserved it. I messed up. Time to pay for it. I didn’t care what he said, as long as he was back. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I felt like someone who’d been lost for ages and finally found home. “Baby, I will do better. I will be better,” I whispered, voice trembling as tears blurred my vision, each word soaked in the ache of everything I’d lost—and still hoped to fix.

I could not blame it on you but my soft spot 'Cause that's the only way I got caught in your games Even though that's not the only reason I'm hurt Knowing I should've been way more alert with your false energy Now I'm lost I was trying to find you Cause I cared for you more than anything But along the way I lost myself And you hurt me more than anything That was a heavy thing I've tried hard to focus on myself, but I just can't You should've known loving me is a risk And breaking my heart is a risk I find that disrespectful But you broke your own heart And you played the right cards So now I'll be playing the right part Guess "Us" was not for the right intentions