Lost And Insecure You Found Me Lyrics Novels & Stories

~Nyxie~ Where had I wandered off to? I looked in all directions and saw nothing familiar. Not even any scents were familiar. It didn't matter, I didn't want to be found, not right now, anyway. "It's where she lies, she's lost inside. She's can't find her home, she's on her own." I sang quietly. "Be strong even through your problems. Feelings to hide, dreams to find, losing her mind. Falling from grace, lost all over the place." I sat by a small mountain and closed my eyes.

"You said you were lost. I understand that. All of a sudden several negative things came into your life that abruptly took you out of the comfort zone you had built. >> You feel lost and hurt by everything that has happened. However, none of it has brought you down." "With everything that's happened, I feel like I'm breaking into many pieces that will soon disappear. Just like my family." "We break when something overtakes us and we have no solution but to break to rest a little. It's okay to break sometimes, because through those wounds we can also breathe. >> And if at some point, from so many cracks you find it difficult to continue. You will have me to give you all the glue you need to j

I thought if you forgot about me and left, I'd be free to focus on being with the one I liked. "But after you disappeared, I realized my life suddenly lost its drive. I didn't know what to do besides experiments in the lab. Many things no longer interested me. At home, I kept remembering every little moment we shared. Every frown and smile of yours kept appearing in my mind. "I remembered how you used to be naive, playful, cute, and teasing. Then later, you became quiet, patient, and tired. Every version of you was so alive in my mind. For the first time, I realized you had become an inseparable part of my life.

"I don't even remember that cousin of yours. Why would I be unwilling to leave him? Was I madly in love with him or something?" Leena pulled out a thick magic journal from the drawer and shoved it into my hands. "You were absolutely crazy about him! This thing records the five years you spent chasing after him!" As I flipped through the pages, a dull ache spread across my chest. I felt as if a giant invisible boulder had settled over my heart. The entries were filled with the pain of 999 confessions and that many rejections. After each confession, there was always a third name—Shia Lynch.

I know I should tell them where I'm going but I just need to be alone for a while. Drake and Archer find me at the park an hour later. Not sure if my family realized I was gone this late or they were giving me time to cool off. I'm trying to perfect the forward flip off the ramp but I'm having a hell of a time perfecting it. I can't land it, not once.

"Well, I guess only I will understand it, but just as you said sincerely from your heart, this is me speaking sincerely too, Ivy. I am very happy to have you in my life, and every single day, I feel very grateful that I got to see you that very night here on this cliff. And I promise you today that I'll always be there when you need me, no matter what. I will always come in front of you, no matter where our relationship takes us. I will never leave you alone. I will always be your strongest support. This is my promise, Ivy."

I gritted my teeth and used the last bit of money I had to buy a cheap plane ticket to find him. What I saw was Morris holding Courtney under a tree, kissing her deeply. When they pulled apart, he gently tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear. They smiled at each other, their eyes sparkling. A spring breeze drifted by. The streetlights glowed dimly. Maple leaves rustled overhead. They looked like a painting, like a poem filled with tenderness. I lost it. I rushed over, forced them apart, and hurled the cup I was holding at Morris's face.

I didn't lose you, I lost myself.. In the darkness of your thoughts, Of your dreams.. Of our beautiful memories... I lost my smile.. Not because of you But the mistake that was done by me.. To lose the other part of me... I want it back.. Till it's too late to fight back Till it's too late to win back.. Till it's too late to lose the hope of getting you back.. ____________________________________________________

How does he manage to hurt and heal her at the same time? "I would never fall in love again until I found her…I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into…I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her…I found you….I would never fall in love again until I found her…I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into…I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her….”

" I went back to my own place. Looking at the familiar room–tidy, spotless, everything exactly where it belonged–I suddenly let out a long breath. Thank God. Thank God my parents loved me enough to give me a way out. Otherwise, I don't know how much courage it would have taken to start over from nothing. If I stayed in that house, with two people as selfish as them, sooner or later they would have drained me dry–every last drop of my blood, every ounce of my strength.