Novel & Cerita Miserable Lit Lyrics

I felt I would go insane with the silence. I lay down and stared at the ceiling. Questioning my worth and what I did wrong to deserve to be cheated. I felt worthless, useless, and ugly. All the hurtful words—I just called myself. I'm not ugly, to be honest, but my husband still cheated on me. Thinking about him again and the scene I saw—my tears started falling like heavy rain. Being ugly or not sexy is not a valid reason for someone's partner to cheat and I don't remember any serious problems we had for him to do that.

All I had left was pain and hurt which I knew I deserved for being a gullible stupid cunt. “You aren’t a gullible stupid cunt.” Zoe groaned. She managed to look worse than I did having stayed up most of the night trying to cheer me up. There was no cheering me up. I was a lost cause. “You aren’t a lost cause!” Zoe yelled. It was like my world had been crushed by an extinction level meteorite that had come for once purpose and one purpose only; the total annihilation of everything.that made me happy. I must be the most miserable cunt in the world right now.

"You know what, I'm not in the mood to talk, just send the hundred to my personal account. Okay? Let me not be angrier than I am with you." I sink to the floor and watch him leave the room in his cargo pants and black tee shirt that has 'Wicked' emblazoned across the back. It is what he is, wicked. Abdul is surely showing the real him. Song for the chapter- Best thing I never had (Beyonce)

The crowd sat silently and the hunters fumed in anger, but did nothing until the finished the song. “Feel it heavy in my bones now..Feel like everybody goes out….And smiles for the 'gram yeah….Tried but I can’t…Prayer in the shape of Prozac….Try to medicate the lows that…Come and meet me in the night time…I'm losing track of my time….Mama said gonna be all right….But mama don't know what it's like in my mind…..Mama said that the sun gonna shine….But mama don't know what it's like to want to die…I can't carry this anymore….Heavy from the hurt inside my veins….I can't carry this anymore….Wonder what it's like to be okay…” She continued to play and sing as she thought of her pack and of her mat

Maybe then you'd know me 'Cause I've had everything But no one's listening And that's just fuckin' lonely I'm so lo-o-o-onely Lo-o-o-onely Everybody knows my past now Like my house was always made of glass And maybe that's the price you pay For the money and fame at an early age And everybody saw me sick And it felt like no one gave a shit They criticized the things I did as an idiot kid What if you had it all But nobody to call? Maybe then you'd know me 'Cause I've had everything But no one's listening And that's just fuckin' lonely

Tasting my own salty tears, I made no effort to stop crying. Command me to be well Amen, Amen, Amen.... Take me to church I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies; I’ll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife Offer me that deathless death; Good God, let me give you my life... - Hozier ******************** Chapter One:

Hot, humiliating tears streamed freely as every last vestige of pride seemed to slough away, leaving only a raw, radiant core of heartbroken desolation. "For all your HEAT and gravity... you're nothing but a lightless void in the cosmos." The anguished whisper carried the heavy weight of the moment's profane culmination. I could sense Miles' breath catching in his throat, the entire warehouse seeming to contract around the epicenter of my scorched psychic existence. "One that leeches everything it touches of warmth... of the glow and wonder that makes life worthwhile in the first place," I whimpered, trembling hands pressed to my mouth in an effort to stifle the howls careening up from my ve

Dear love, I’m scared, are you mine or someone else’s My crime is I’m too deep I feel so uncomfortable I am the side chick obviously Oh have mercy love Make me smile and make it last I love you, my love Dear love, Like an onion you bring tears to my eyes Like a knife, you cut too deep Like acid, you have eaten up my flesh You took my smile and turned it over I am like a dead tree branch My only lifeline was you but still I wonder how long that line would hold

Who knew those seven little honest words would be the start of a whole new kind of emotional pain? ‘‘Water finds its own level. I should accept my fate. You can’t rise above your station, no matter how hard you try, what accent you give yourself or how expensive your clothes may be.’’ It’s the most self-depreciating thing that has come out of my mouth in a long time, but he’s ruined my mental state and I can’t see beyond the misery right now. I started life as a worthless common shell being used by men, for men, and that’s exactly where I am now. I never climbed out of my dark hole; I just found myself much more dangerous captors.

" the MC presented. Then the lights went out and the group commended and yelled when they heard their band. Different lights gradually turned on, as though moving to the music of the band. "I'm going under and this time I dread there's nobody to save me, This go big or go home truly got an approach to making me insane. I really want someone to mend, someone to be aware, Somebody to have, someone to hold, It's not difficult to say, yet all the same it's rarely something very similar. I surmise loved the manner in which you desensitized all the torment.