Novel & Cerita My Heart I Surrender

He's become a part of me and I, a part of him. As the song Surrender by Natalie Taylor plays in the background, a thought crosses my mind. I am ready. I am ready to give him my all, to surrender into his strong arms and forever love him until the day that I die. I am ready to see him through life, whether through the good or bad times, I want to be right by his side. I am also ready to make our love much stronger than it is. I am ready to fight for us and I'd do it over and over again, just for him.

How silly of me to wish like that. Who would've thought that it'll be him that'll cause me to surrender every ignorance I have. It felt surreal that it's me who had promised not to care on anyone's business has been tore down by a single, annoying jerk that had appeared in my life. In all possible ways I wanted to deny all of this but I guess I can't win against love. Or even against my heart. Yeah. I surrender. And I'll accept the truth about it. That I, Like him. *Halt* "What are you doing here?" To be continued... To be continued...

Tu nazm nazm sa mere Honthoe pe thehar jaa Main khwab khwab se teri Aankhoe mein jaagu re. (You stay on my lips Like a poem I'll remain awake in your Eyes like a dream) Tu ishq ishq sa mere Rooh mein aake bas ja Jis aur teri shehnaai Uss or mein bhagure (You come and reside in My soul like love I run in the direction Where your music plays) Haath thaam le piya

I looked in the mirror and traced the pendant at my throat. It didn’t shine like it used to. But maybe… neither did I. And that was okay. Because I didn’t want to shine like before. I wanted to burn differently. Brighter. From within. Later that day, I sat in front of the mic and recorded again. But this time… the words weren’t carefully arranged. They were raw. Unrehearsed. Unfiltered. “There’s someone I once loved. Who left without explanation. Who returned without permission. And last night… he gave me something I thought I’d never get.” I swallowed.

“Getting warmer. But the bidding must go higher. I want everything. What is your final offer?” I took a deep, shuddering breath. This was it. The ultimate act of surrender. “I offer my will,” I said, my voice trembling with emotion. “I offer my mind, my body, my soul. I offer to be your toy, your slave, your thing. I offer to give up everything I am, to become nothing but what you want me to be. I offer to be your masterpiece, to be used and displayed and marked as you see fit. I offer my complete and utter surrender. Not just for tonight. But forever. That is my final bid.”

I don’t hold back. I surrender. And in that moment, I know I’ve chosen. I’ve chosen him, just as much as he’s chosen me.

And God, I wanted to surrender. I was dizzy with it, my heart hammering against my chest, each beat syncing with the desperate pull of his mouth on mine. He was everywhere, in every part of me—his hands gripping my waist, his breath mingling with mine, his sheer presence overpowering every last shred of composure I had left.

It was too much, it was everything, and it was exactly what I didn’t know I needed until this moment. “Yes.” “Yes, what?” My voice cracked, the sound of the last vestiges of my independence shattering. “Yes, sir.” The words tasted like sin and surrender. His eyes flared, pure predator. It was the only answer he’d accept, and knowing that made the surrender complete.

"Tony. My love please..." Tony scoffed, and shot a look of betrayal towards his best friend. "What are you doing here, Valentine?" Valentine clamped her hands together in front of her, obviously pleading. She would have gone down on her knees, but she stopped herself, reminding her guts that this small man in front of her was her son. "Come back home with me, my love. You know you are my life. My best friend. Please." Tony's eyes moistened, but he blinked back the tears immediately before they would betray his strong–man–attitude. "Which home exactly am I coming to? The one you ruined?"

But here, it’s different. My life here has been short but I’ve loved every single day. I wish to stay here more than anything, I wish to stay with this person in front of me. “Fine,” I gripped his finger tightly as my own heart pounded violently in my chest, “I’ll stay with you.” I felt so shy it was hard to look at him, “I surrender.” I smiled, “To you.” “Really?” He couldn’t believe it at first. He was even bewildered and stared at me with his eyes wide open, so I said it again.