My Mind Went Blank Mga Nobela at Kwento

Why have I stayed? My mind suddenly goes blank, and my heart slams hard against my chest. I stare at Chad. Is something wrong with me?

I know where I'm coming from. I close the notebook shut and then lay my legs straight on the bed. I sigh, deeply. And then I sigh again. I feel like I'm going blank today. I was happy earlier. Mom is getting better. But now, I can feel a void in me. I don't know what this feeling is. It isn't related to romance, or money, or even mental exhaustion. It's something else. Something I can't figure out. Yet. I can't say it in words. It's like . . . Okay, I surrender. It's like a sinkhole. Or gap. Void. In me. Shit.

My mind is a blank slate, devoid of thought, devoid of feeling. At the airport, I can't even register what’s going on. The millions of voices, the constant announcements, the smell of disinfectant. I navigate through the crowds, my movements automatic, robot-like. My boarding pass feels flimsy in my hand. The flight itself is unremarkable. I stare out the window, watching the clouds drift by, formless and fleeting, like my own emotions.

To her question, all eyes were on me. And I froze in place, my mind going blank. I hadn't even had the time to think about it. But what was there to think about? "This...

The manager of the perfume factory was still saying something, but I could barely hear what the man was saying, the persistent, maddening itch in my brain making it difficult to focus. Fuck, have you ever had a feeling that there was something crucial you needed to remember but it just remained fucking blank. It was like a memory out of reach, tantalizingly close yet maddeningly elusive. I tried to focus on the PowerPoint presentation projected onto the screen but my thoughts kept returning to the night before. Ryder’s house, the taste of liquor burning my throat. But everything beyond waking up in my own bed was blank… My brain was a jumbled mess, like a puzzle I couldn’t solve. Fucking in

Even her brain went blank at that moment. "My God, you... you... are you naked?!"

Panic set in, making my heart race. Everything went fuzzy after that. The pain faded into the background, replaced by a numbness that seeped into my bones. I felt weightless and disconnected from my body. My thoughts fragmented, leaving me with only one coherent thought: What's happening to me?"

How could I be someone else? Their voices faded into the background of my mind. It was all too much to process. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I started to ask more questions, but the words didn’t come. My vision blurred, and before I could process anything, the world went black.

Snapping out of my reverie, I instantly made up my mind to lie to him and figure it out in marriage just like I concluded months back. I leaned back against the wall, my chest rising and falling faster than normal. My fingers trembled a little. Then the edges of the room began to blur. Not again. My eye blinked very sharp as flash of pain crawled behind my left eye, and just like that… everything felt distant… muffled… as if I was sinking underwater. I blinked… slow… too slow. I remember hearing my heartbeat. I remember whispering Seven’s name. And then— Nothing. A blank space in my mind.

My vision blurred, and every single tactic I practiced frizzled to nothingness. With a final kick, a blanket of darkness clouded my brain, and I passed out!