My Mind Went Blank Mga Nobela at Kwento

I just kept walking barefoot because my mind had completely gone blank. Adam… The night air felt cold on my skin. But I couldn’t feel anything anymore. Everyone was leaving me again. Sofia… “And Adam too…” A broken whisper escaped my lips as I walked down the dark street. “I can’t believe… even you are leaving me…” I don’t remember how I got home. My mind was blank the whole way. The moment I entered the apartment, the silence made me feel worse and too empty for me to cope with. Usually, Adam would be running around the living room, throwing his tiny shoes everywhere and arguing with the neighbour’s daughter through the window.

I opened my mouth to answer, to lie, to deflect, to say something that would end this conversation and let me crawl back into my silence. Nothing came out. My mind went blank, but not the useful kind of blank that buys you time to think. It was the other kind, the kind where words existed but couldn’t reach my mouth, where every sentence I tried to form crumbled before it left my tongue. The detective watched me, waiting, her eyes never leaving my face.

Snapping out of my reverie, I instantly made up my mind to lie to him and figure it out in marriage just like I concluded months back. I leaned back against the wall, my chest rising and falling faster than normal. My fingers trembled a little. Then the edges of the room began to blur. Not again. My eye blinked very sharp as flash of pain crawled behind my left eye, and just like that… everything felt distant… muffled… as if I was sinking underwater. I blinked… slow… too slow. I remember hearing my heartbeat. I remember whispering Seven’s name. And then— Nothing. A blank space in my mind.

My vision blurred, and every single tactic I practiced frizzled to nothingness. With a final kick, a blanket of darkness clouded my brain, and I passed out!

I tried to call out but the words would not come out. I saw nothing nor felt something again. My eyes just went blank!

I recalled following him downstairs, And then… nothing but a blank void. I flopped down onto my bed, feeling the weight of confusion settle heavily upon my shoulders. It wasn't like me to lose track of time or events like this. My mind usually operated with a precision akin to a well-oiled machine, but now it felt as if the gears were grinding against each other, refusing to turn smoothly. Oh God, have mercy. What did I do? He's not the type of man I wanted to be with on my first time. With a sigh, I rubbed my temples, hoping to coax some semblance of clarity from the fog that clouded my mind. But the harder I tried to recall, the more elusive the memories became, slipping through my grasp l

My lost memory from the past. It circulated in my mind like an overbearing cloud, shadowing my every move. As if something heavy and ever-present in my thoughts keeps on getting heavier with each passing second. At this moment of time, I couldn't help but let the thoughts get jumbled all over my head when I sat there staring blankly into nothingness. I couldn't look away from it because my mind was so immense in the thoughts that it didn't do anything but bring destruction to my once sane mind. There was a cold voice, one that I had never heard before. It awakened me to the reality I couldn't imagine existed. What was I to do now?

What happened that made you the way you are? Suddenly, like a wall had plunged into my mind, it blocked me out and shut my mind with so much urgency and force that it withered me. ‘GET OUT OF MY HEAD’ Those words were the last thing I heard as they blasted through my mind before everything suddenly went black.

I had no way to check, but I could bet my life that the inside of my brain responsible for coming up with words and sentences were all frazzled up. I parted my mouth to speak, but no words came out. I was sure that if someone took a picture of me right now, I would look like nothing short of a deer caught in headlights. It was that bad, but that wasn't the worst part. He hadn't recognized me yet, and I was this close to blanking out, what was I going to do then if I had to get into a conversation with him?

Everything became hazy in a second. It wasn't long before everything went blank.