Novel & Cerita Paranoid Love

So this is what love feels like. ********

I sighed with my head down while scratching my nails, dealing with dread. Upset, I even choked with my own words. And when I said those, tears immediately flashed through my eyes, causing me to have a fuzzy vision. Here I go again… feeling so pathetic over thinking too much. “Hey! For the second time around… can you stop being paranoid, Diane? Like, hello? After all you’ve been through together? Don’t even think about it, okay? Because I’m sure that Liam loves you more than he loved himself! And what the hell did you say again? Third-party? How would you even know that? Do you have proof?” Lorenz barked. He was talking some sense to me before he continued.

All my love, Celine <3

"Maria is with me. Life or death." "Dammit ..." I curse. My ego mocks me for allowing myself to fall for her. Anger scorches me for still believing she might be involved. The perfect plan to lure me into an ambush. I can't turn back. I have to go after her. Is this what love does to a sane man? Does it turn him into a paranoid fool, constantly questioning the loyalty of the very person he loves? "Are we heading for the property?" Pavel asks, his voice rising over the relentless rain outside.

Love and family. THE END

My eyes closed, my heart in my throat as he inched the gun going down to my chest. “Even at the hands of death, your heart still has that melodic sound.” he pressed the gun hard on my chest, prolonging my beating heart. “I will pull the trigger right here because it’s this thing that doesn’t allow you to see the love I have towards you.” My eyelids trembled to open, and I scoffed. “Love? ” “Yes Marianne, I love you, but you are too blinded by freedom that you failed to notice. Not all love is sweet, Marianne. The love I have for you is that of obsession, a toxic trait.”

Can't she see the love filled in my eyes is not for Aima but is for her. I pulled her towards me through her shoulders . Her hands clutched my shirt and her went wide with panic. But I was angry hell angryyyy. So, I poured all my anger out . " CAN'T YOU SEE THE LOVE IN MY EYES IS FOR YOU . NOT FOR AIMA. I LOVE YOU . YOU SOMIA . CAN'T YOU SEE WHY AM I HERE? ENOUGH OF THIS DRAMA . I NEVER, NEVER LOVED AIMA BUT YOU , YOUR NAUGHTINESS, YOUR SIMPLICITY , YOUR EYES ,YOUR SOUL . THE GIRL I LOVE IS YOU NOT AIMA . GET THIS THING INTO YOUR DUMB HEAD . I WAS NEVER A PERSON YOU CAN LOVE SOMEONE EASILY BUT YOU , YOU CHANGED THIS COLD HEARTED SOUL INTO A LOVE SICK PUPPY. LOVE IS CONNECTION OF TWO SOULS

I asked out of nowhere. “Are you a slam book? You’re not even listening. I said I don’t love. It’s not in my vocabulary.” “Why?” “Because I love myself too much. Listen, love defies all reasons. Do you know what it means? You become irrational. You’ll throw away all the facts and act according to your emotions. Isn’t that stupid?” “So there’s no chance that you’re going to fall in love?” “I doubt. But if I were to fall in love, she must be worth it for being irrational. Loving someone entails feeding my brain to the dogs. Oh, I hate dogs.”

He mumbled staring at Bella with soft eyes. "I love Bella maybe my love is selfish. Maybe just to have her I am hurting her but this is who I am. My love for her is not just simple love. It's something stronger. Something obsessive, something crazy, something needy, something that I can't even name it properly," Sarah pursued her lips letting him continue.

“ I heard the news , I went to your house you weren’t there. Please Apples, tell me it’s all a joke. I went to your finally home, your father confirmed it. I wouldn’t believe it until I hear it from you “ He was still hopeful. Lilian crumbled to the floor sobbing as she remembered how they met. She was at a grocery store going through the fruits and vegetables isle when they bumped into each other. She was there to pick some apples and so the nickname stuck. He invited her for coffee and ever since then , they had been an item. “It felt like love at first sight” Lilian would tell anyone who was willing to listen. As she sobbed on the floor , she played another voicemail “ I saw the videos… I